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silent, ii am scared

As usual, today's nothing much.

sch to hand up my assignment.

Ended,the results was RE-DO.

Sucks!

Boon Keng around 12pm plus for ''so-called'' our breakfast.

[& there, ii'm kinda understand something.

money wasnt easy to earn.

& you wont know what will happen to yourself in future.

That's scary ... :X]

Then back to darling's house.

Actually,am kinda emotion now.

My mood change after ii've watch a horror movie with darling & his brother.

Those scary scene keep appearing in my mind now & then.

it's scary ... & it really frighten people off like me.

Those who wanna watch, ii think the show name is "Pronormal Activity".

It's an American show.

ii'm not sure with the tittle of the show neither.

On this silent night ...

Everyones sleeping:X

Even darling's sleeping.

Momo is sleeping:X

Sigh!

Silent is equals to alone.

Alone is equals to lonely.

Lonely is equals to bored.

& bored making me CRAZY!

& it makes imagination gone wild ...

SIGH!

P.S. FORBID MYSELF FROM WATCHING HORROR MOVIE!

H A P P Y + L O V E

Finally ii meet darling today:)
So damn bloodly, freaking happy!
while ii was rushing my assignment at home,he came & look for me:)
Finally, ii got his HUG!!!

We went to some places today.
To somerset to change his iphone.
Then to Ion for shopping:D
Dinner at Hougang Plaza.
Then home sweet home.
darling's sleeping like a pig now ...
& me, ii think ii need sleeping pills:(
Plus ii'm hungry now ... how?? (eyes.rolling)
or maybe ii miss mummy & Momo too much:(
ii really miss them even when ii dont get to see them just 1 day:(
Aww~

Oh Damn!!!
ii forgot to take photo with darling today.
Aww~~~
ps:P too random:D
Cos today,
ii look very pretty
&
my hubbydarling very handsome llehs.
hahas. lols.
No photos to share:X
So sad ...

Finally but ruin. F!

sigh!
ii'm so fcuking moody,fcuking pissed already.
but you're making it even more worst.
why cant you understand how ii feel now too?
you really like ignoring me?
sigh!

1 more day:D

Finally!
ii just need to endure for,
1 more day & 1 more night:D
iimiissyouღ

2 more days

YES!

Finally, ii left with 2 more day.
Which is 48 hours & ii can meet darling soon:D
Am really so happy:)
The days without him plus without schooling, it's really bored!
Everyone is busy with their own stuff.
Don even have the time to accompany me at all.
So most of the time ii'm home alone WITH Momo:))
Luckily still got her,if not ii think even more worst.

However, ii still manage to go out one-third of the day, some certain days. Like:

Last Wednesday,
ii went sim lim to repair darling iphone camera.
Then to Bugis to find some friends there.
As ii'm alonely as well:)

Thursday,
Manage to meet a few of my primary school cliques for dinner
at Aston around evening time.
Also did some small chat around clarke Quay BUT without drinking.
We're good girls:))
Friday,
ii went ikeas without buying anything,
then ii went Century Square for a stroll.
Thought that day was Friday.
So ii bought so much of pies back. (mummy's likes)
Ended up,called mummy & ask then realise that she's not coming back:(
The pies are wasted ... && ii'm alone with Momo again:X

Saturday,
Afternoon time ii went ikeas with darling's mummy & 2 younger brother:)
Bought a frame:D wanna do craft work again:)) & some darling's table stuff.
Brought the stuffs back to darling's house && here ii go,
headed to compass to meet a few of my Mamas clowns:)
Then to park lane 'Mad Jack' for dinner.
Aftermath, a bit of arcade & CS.
Then home sweet home:D

Sunday,
Actually intend to go mummy shop.
But ii woke up around 6pm plus.
In d' end,ii went darling's house:)
Wanna have some darling's atmosphere,so went over.
Painting with his youngest brother as well.
Ended up,our painting became his aeroplane.
aww~ hard work.
But after all,it's still fun. Back home, decide to cook spaghetti again.
At last, ii know how:D
my spaghetti is edible.
Hees:P

&& today,

actually intend to go somerset to exchange darling's iphone.
As usual, ii went out late.
& also don know where's that service center.
So ended ii went far east & ion for a stroll.
~~~~~

[FOR DARLINGღ]
Darling !!!
2 more day & it's left with 48 hours:D
After you come back,
we go out walk walk keas?
go have nice food:) && go Ion
Let's go for movie,your P O O L & swimming:D
keas keas? hees.
ii miss you ALOT!!!

ii went to Sim Lim Square today.
Walk all the way from Little India to Sim Lim Square.
ii almost lost there. aww~
It's like AGAIN ... lols.
So ii called SinYi for help. lols.
While ii was chatting on the phone with Sinyi,
that toopiid ass Devi scare me in the middle of the traffic light.
Gosh! ii saw that ass! hahas. lols.
It's been years that ii never seen that ass. hahas.

Anyway,back to the topic.
After ii reach & repaired the phone,
ii walked to Bugis.
Siians .. ii spent money on nails again.
Aww~ & ii didn't have my lunch/dinner today.

while goiing off from Bugis, a guy came towards me.
saying:
''Hi,have ii seen you before? ii think ii met you before .. can ii know what's your name?''
ii was like stunned.
Cos so many people there walking. so squeeze then he asked me.
ii told him my name. then he ask for my number,as usual.
Instead of contact number,
ii gave him my msn ...
The wrong one,ii suppose. lols.

Next, at Bugis Junction.
1 guy suddenly came forward & talk alot of crapps with me.
He's like suddenly appear in front of me.
Scares me. lols. ii thought what's wrong with him.
While talking to me,another guy friend of his came forward as well.
Also alot of rubbish. lols.
Just those casual topics.
He also ask if ii'm working. hahas.
lols.

Then next is in the bus llo.
ii close my eyes & rest. About half an hour later,
a guy talking to me. ii thought "Wa! ii'm really in the luck of love today arrx."
But who knows,
When ii open my eyes, the uncle say:
'' Miss, Check link card .."
ii was like -.-'''
hahas.

Anyway,am still doing my nails. hahas.
update tml bahs:)

PS. 7 more days:))

Finally ...

aww~
ii've ate 9 pieces of nuggets, 12 meatballs & 5 sausages.
Oh my god! At this hour some more.
So fattening llahs. aww~
But ii'm happy:)
the reason behind is bcos darling have called me:D
hahas.
counting down ...
8 more days:))

P.S ii feel so empty without you:X

iiMissHIM

ii'm counting down ...

9 more days ...

Second Day ...

Today is the second day of darling's sailing.

If normal sailing,he will return tomorrow.
However, ii still have to bear with it for 10 more days:X
These 2 days, ii've been staying at home.
My night have become days.
ii think ii have to try sleep early.
These are the photos that we took before the day he went sailing.

hahas. They're trying to learn what ii do:D hahas.

&& last Friday was my last module exam.
Don't wish to talk about it.
Really very pissed & angry with myself!
ii did bring calculator. but ii dint take it in for exam!!
SCUK!!!
& ii do the calculation correctly,but ii thought ii'm wrong.
So ii dint complete it!!! BUT II"M CORRECT!!!
F siiol!!! Damn angry!
Sigh!
Dont talk about it lle.
These are the photos we took after the exam:)

Myself. Mag. Tharanjit. Sarah.
(clockwise:D)

Myself. Mag. Tharanjit. Sarah. Kenry. Chang.
(clockwise:D)

Myself. Mag. Tharanjit. Sarah. Kenry. Pal Pal.
(clockwise:D)

T O D A Y !

Today ii went Orchard with mum's for Dr Lim's appointment.
Mummy's drive.
At Orchard area, Mount Elizabeth parking lots &
while on the way back, ii was like "WOW!"
ii saw a lot of BMW. Damn nice!
How ii wish to own 1 as well.
Aww~ Terrible~ Humphs.
I WISH ...

Anyway back to the main topic,
I'm fine after visiting the doctor.
But ii need to have a check up every year.
Mmm. Yupps:)
ii'm happy with it as long as ii'm so so fine:)

Oh ya!
This is the photo ii took when ii'm in the doctor's room:)
Babies photos everywhere. Hahas.

&& YA!
This is the photo ii found at in mum's passport:)
ii find it very cute! hahas.
Was just laughing away when ii see this:)
It was ME & my SIS:)

Happy + MOODY

Darling went sailing again. At 10pm plus. Aww~
2 more days will be 10 Oct. Then he'll be away for 2 weeks:X
sigh!

Nowadays, whenever darling's holding my hand
I feel that it's really different.
The way he hold it, ii really can feel his love.
I don't know how should i describe the feeling.
It's just filled with sincere & love.
And just now when we're on the way back to his house,
he suddenly hold my hand tightly and say
''Let's go for ROM when you reach 21"
I was quite shock that he said that.
Cos he did mentioned before that he wont consider about our future so fast.

I don't know what should ii answer that time.
So ii just smiling away.

But now, there's a message for YOU!

"Darling, from now to my 21st.
there's still 1 year 3-4 months time.
& ii really hope that everything will be fine for us.
We have already gone through the past. I believe now & future,we will too!
The 2 weeks sailing is just 2 days ahead.
Through this sailing,ii really feel the love & misses you have for me.
These which ii have never feel this way before.
I know you wanna to accompany these few days.
Yet your working hours is getting longer & longer.
If I say ii'm okay, ii'm actually saying with my eyes close.
But that's your job. you're not goiing for fun.
So ii understand. So no worries keas.
I'll miss you as much as you miss me too keas?"

Now,back to main.
Aww~ Friday is my exam & ii haven even start my studies yet!
I'm not in the mood to study:( HOW?!

Another :X
Mummy have make an appointment with Dr Lim yesterday.
Which is tml 12 noon.
SUCKS! ii'm scared! How?
Sigh!!

Anyway,
wanna to share this video which earn me a :)
Hope you're smiling away too yeas.

Mmmm....

Sigh!
Days is getting nearer & nearer.
Therefore.
My mood wasn't as hyper as how ii am anymore.
It was all due to ...

First.

Darling's going sailing soon:(
4 more days & he's goiing for 2 weeks:X
After he's away, the time for me will be damn freaking S L O W!
1 day without him, is equals to years for me.
Aww~

Second.

My studies.
3 more days to my last module exam.
ii really got to start studying now:X
I don wanna fail any of my exam.
But actually ii'm quite excited about this coming exam.
don't know why. lols. weirdo!

Third.

Mum have book an appointment with god mummy at the clinic.
ii have to really go for a body checkup.
sigh! ii hope everything gonna be real fine for me!
If not, i have to go for specialist.
ii'm worried:(
Blessed me please ...

Fourth.

Holidays soon. ii need to gett my ass back for my driving licence.
ii've wasted for a year plus. freakiing me!

I hope ii'm just thinking too much!

I think ii'm really sick.
But let's hope ii'm just thinking too much.
Actually,ii'm really scare.

what about me?

Sometimes ii feel that everyoneS around me are working so hard.
what about me?
Darling's working so hard,planning ahead for his future.
Then what about me??
ii'm actually living bcos of him & my family.
ii'm not living for myself, ii suppose. ( scratch head.)
ii just don know what's wrong with me.
ii could,or either ii say ii will sit down quietly by myself and think about what ii have to do next for myself to spent it meaningfully & not wasting time.
Apparently, ii could able to plann it nicely.
But whenever it is,
ii'll be back as usual again.
ii really find this feeling really sucky.

ii find that anything that ii wanna do for him,
ii would do it very perfectly as what ii wanted.
1 hour plus ago (now, 3.12am), after he is asleep,
ii went out to the nearest 24 hours cheers & bought eggs.
the reason behind is ii just wanted him to have breakfast that ii prepare for him.
ii just loves to prepare food or anything for him.
Even though he say '' Don need, his friend will buy his share ''
At first ii tot is it bcos he don want to eat what ii make.
but think positively, he might want me to rest more & save the trouble:D

Sigh!
As time pass by, 3 more hours he's goiing to wake up & go for his duty.
Sigh!
Even on Sunday:X
ii think ii'm goiing to start cursing again. Aww~
After that, he's goiing for another duty before goiing for around 2 weeks:(
ii'm counting down again! :'(
Whenever ii think of he's goiing away for 2 weeks,
ii'm sad;(
Sigh!

Finally, ii've got 1 :)

Last night, it's the first time we went for a 3D movie.
We= both, darling & myself plus his 2 younger brother at Ang Mo Kio hub.
We watched :

Hahas. it's nice:)
& also it's the first cartoon movie that darling watched throughout with his laughter without falling asleep :D
He laughed all the way.
MMM ...
So what do you think about this movie?
Definately ii'll say it's nice.
ii'll rate this movie 4.5/5.
hahas. Still can improve?? hees.
Those who haven watch, Go watch:)

After movie,walked through arcade.
Saw a machine that somehow like catching soft toy.
But it's those cut the string type.
ii saw 2 ii like. So darling tried to catch it for me.
For this machine,the aiming of the string must be very accurate.
So after spending $18, FINALLY!
ii've got 2 soft toy:D
it's the first time too:D

Cute? hahas.
Counted as it's the 10th month anniversary gift bahs:D
Thank you darlingღ

Isn't him cute when ii say the floor is dirty, he quickly grabbed the stick to clean the floor?? hahas.

E N V Y ?

Their ROM

Their Banquet

Looking at other Happiness is always sweeet!
You see those photos, how are you feeling now?
Envy,like me?
hahas.

hee----- whoooooo~

My relationship; FINE.
My Family: still okay.

But don know why am ii still as moody:X
is it bcos of ii've got not enough sleep:(
& that nonsense guy started his whatever nonsense again making made a report just now,
plus also part of the argument when ii'm at shop helping out as a cashier?
ii think 3 of that are link.

First: Lack of sleep

Have been figuring how to edit & change my blogg skin.
Bcos of this, ii sleep very late. & due to this,
ii've got not enough sleep = ii deserved it!

Second: The prank

ii really don know what those ass-hole guys are thinking!
is that so funn to prank girls? They don even dare to face the consequences.
either picking up my call or so whatever.
ii simply think that theses guys are really no guts, no balls!
They're pissing me off!

ii don know who you are naming yourself as ''peter''.
however,if you happened to read this,
let me warn you,
Better stop all your nonsense messages. I'm NOT interested in making friend like YOU/with YOU! I feel irritated towards you & ii'm disgust by you!
A guy who dare to play prank on someone but don dare to pick all or so wateva.
Simply a guy who have no guts & no balls.
Frankly,ii've made a second police report.
ii'll go on to let them investigate no matter how many contact you've changed.
YOU! Take care.

Third: The SUCKY indian

The argument when ii'm helping out at shop as cashier.
the fcuking indian with no respect & ASS!
it wasnt my fault at all.
ii dint know how much the cards cost. so ii have to look at the price tagged.
ii simply don know is that a rush for you to keep that into your pocket??
ii asked '' ehhs? still got 1 more right?'' ( cos he bought 3 item & ii only see 2)
then he was like '' there! ii told you already right?! tsk. ''
ii was like, ii need to see the price tagg.
he took out unwillingly with an impatient attitude saying '' ii told you $1.00 already right?!''
using the tone as if he's goiing to fight with me & a fcuking rude manner.
ii answered with a pissed off attitude '' ii've got to see the price right!''
then he scold me in his fcuking whateva indian language.
after that he was standing outside while waiting for his friend.
staring at me like nobody biz & keep scolding vagularies at me after ii stared back at him twice.
then he shouted '' Fcuk your mother! ''
ii was damn fcuking angry & shout him back!
while his friend was just in front of me.
ii said '' called your friend to learn wat's basic courtesy which ii don see you friend have it at all!''
Everyone was looking at us screaming here & there.
& those around knows it wasnt my fault.
ii HATE people who are IMPOLITE!
ii HATE people who are RUDE & have no sense of RESPECTS.
Do that to me, ii SCREAM back at you for sure.
Don believe, you try!
Those who really knows me well enough, know it.
Really so wanted to SCREW that guy up.
ii almost went out to have a fight with him at that time. ( even though his size was much much bigger than me, SO WHAT?! ii'm NOT AFRAID!)
tsk. tsk.
ii think ii shall have enough of screw-ing people up.

However,all this happened today making me feel so moody.
ii don feel like talking to any MALE today.
Except,MY HIMღ!

Anyway,went to gett my new spects today:)
wearing it now.
degree, gooooo ^ UP
AWW~

Happy 10th monthsღ

hahas. ii almost forgot that today is our 10th month anniversary.
hahas. tilled you send me the msg at 12am sharp,then ii remember.
aww~ so sorry. hees.
anyway,am so happy & excited that 2 more months will be our 1 year:)
last of all ...
Darling, ii still love you as muchღ