Tuesday, May 18, 2010

ii'm ♥ !!!


Hello!
After days of insecure, uncomfortable feeling/mood,
ii'm okay now.
ii feel loved again:)
ii simplythis feeling to the max!
&& ii hope it'll continues ... :D

the time now was 7.06am.
Since 5.45am ii'm back home from boyfriend's cosy little hut.
Hahas. LOLS.

&& ii cant get my ass back to sleep.
So ii on my lovely lappy & starts to read bloggs:D

ii went to my deary MRS MEL's bloggy.
somethings she wrote, ii think she's right.

"Life is full of colours, however, colours is which we decide on.
WE humans are controlling the coulours to our life, our story.
Everything that happened on us be it is small issue or big issue,
is actually depend on how we handle it & how we look into the matter.
If u can take everything lightly of cuz ur colour in ur life is full of RAINBOW colours.

Story Starts was the day we were born.
Story will not end till the day we died..
funny cases was when humans reach the aged of 60 plus,
dey will tend to smile at themselves of the past life experience that dey had went thru..
&& the funny thingy is dey will start to share their story to his/her grandchild.
This is what life actually about...
is a full of surprises, sadness, joyness & Happiness.."

Hahas. She's right! :D

Next, ii've hopped to angel's blogg:D
This was the cute little picture that she've post.
&& there she said

"I'll always love to;
Twirl myself into a worm and gather myself in your warm-loving arms,
with my head on your build-chest,
as it never fails to make me feel like a babygirl,
with a complete free mind from worries cause I know
I'll always be safe and sound with you around."

Well, for me, ii would says

" ii always love you hugging me when we're sleeping.
To lie on your big chest with a so-loved feeling's with completely no burden/worries after a tiring day,
which makes me fall asleep comfortably in your warm-loving arms.
without worrying that ii'll have any nightmare.
As ii know that you're smashed it for me (Hahas. LOLS)
&& you're always there, right beside me♥"

Hahas. this is true!
ii'm not competing. so don say that ii'm comparing OKAY ...

Next, ii hopped again...
all the way to 1 of the popular blog.
Wenqing if you happened to know.
ii love reading her bloggs, ii don know why...
maybe there's lots more of those stuff she's promoting. LOLS.

&& ii happened to see 1 of her recent post,
which ICE CREAM:>
hahas. They do catering as well. Cool right!
Hahas. show you! Show you!!
they have quite a lot of varieties. log in their webby at
&& take a look...
ii might be ordering it. hahas. Cos, ii'm tempted!!! wahahahas


Next was ii fall in love with Kate Spade big apple darla♥
-The red- :x

ii want! ii want!!!
Aww~
anyway, there's more ...

yawn~
ii wanna get my ass off to bed now.
Have to wake up at 10.15am for lesson.
Nighty Nighty everyones!

Friday, May 14, 2010

longing for you!


Knowing that someone's engage
& was happily preparing for their marriage was really a great & happiness feeling.

Although ii'm not 1 who helps with the propose nor there during the propose,
however looking at those precious photos taken is more than enough.
ii still feel touch, happiness &&
"Congrats! ii'm really happy for YOU!"

&& here comes the harsh of getting marry too!
Who will be my Mr Right?
Is he the one?

Facing "ii don know" what's problem now.
Yet he's not doing anything to make me feel any better.
ii'm so insecure.
ii'm not a girl who felt blessing.
ii don feel the obsess from him.

Seriously, ii hate this feeling to the core, to the max!

I know he's trying to accommodate with me.
Trying to cheer me up, making me happy!
At least he put in the effort, ii knew.
But why cant he put more?

I wont say that he's not good!
Cos he still do always concern about what ii dint bother & lack of.

&&
I'm seriously N O T comparing whose doing more!

I'm always giving him surprises, making be happy.
In the opposite way, I dint have any surprises at all:(

I DON'T MIND!!!

"I loves your smiling face & your unique laughters!
- Just smile at me more & A L W A Y S !!!
I love your soft & gentle voice, talking nicely & patiently with me.
- Just talk to me nicely & patiently A L W A Y S
I love your hands that can hold on to me tightly now & then!
- Hold me tight to you wherever you could. You know ii loves your huggs!
I love you showing me more concern &
shower me with your love more & more each of everyday!
-& your sincere & LOVE heart!
I love you giving serious reactions when it comes to me/ our stuffs."

Little things WE does, will booth up our relationship a little.
&& every of the little it becomes MORE!

"I don wish to argue with you. Neither do ii love it.
I just wants to stay stable with YOU!
Remember the movie "UP"??"

My happiness!
ii love you && ii always do!!!

Swallow your pride occasionally, it's not fattening & it leads to indigestion.
As pride is an admission of weakness.
It secretly fears all competition & dreads all rivals.
It also calms that pride is an pleasure arising from a man's thinking too highly of himself.

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Happy Enough xD


Here ii goes again ...
Woolala~~~

Hahas. Am in a happy mood now.
&& ii don know why. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHASSSS!!!
ii'm crazy! LOLS.

ii'm online with boyfriend now:)
Anyway, back to today.
Went iluma for movie after school today with boyfriend.
We watched :
hahas. It's nice:D & "quite" funny. Hahas.

However,
2 f**king thingy that pissed me off was,

First, My toopiid spect's ! !
Her leg was broken && ii have to send her to the emergency:X
&& ii'm gonna spent $70 to get her back!
Arrghh!!! ?*&%$#@!

Next was while we were in the theatre watching the movie,
the toopiid chee-na behind us keep talking & laughing throughout nonstop!
ii was about to turn back & ask them to shut their gap up!
however, ii held back.
Cos,
I'M GOOD! :P

Don mention about those unhappy !!!
Share with you guys that our lesson for yesterday && today, in school ...



Nice?! Somebody drawn theses ...
Hahas. we've drawn tattoo for them!
mmm. what's tml?? :D

Oh ya!
Finally! ii manage to find Sinyi's blog!!! hahas.
in 1 of her post,
She mentioned this, "

I reali wish we can b like those little fingers sweet and happy.. can u give me that??.."
Aww~ ii find it meaningful somehow.
A person who really wants to love & to be love.
Jiayou!

Anyway, am excited for this week.
ii'm not sure about the reason either. Hees.

&& this few days, ii've been craving for :

Suddenly, ii wanna see another side of the world.
And another, will be
FOODS!!!
Aww~

Lastly,
Let me end with boyfriend with his COUSIN:)
NOT DAUGHTER!!! hees.


0111 now:)
ii♥you

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Back running on track

Hi Everyone!
It's been so so so freaking long since my last updates.

Let me starts with this ...
Yeas. Happy Mummy Day!!!
To all the mummy!!! Hahas.
ii dint really buy thingy for 1 mummy, 2 god-mummy.
As usual C A K E S . . .

Okay okays ...
Back to topic now:D
It's really been long since my last updates.
Aww~ cant imagine ii'll be lazy with this. hahas.

okay okays.
Let starts with the day of my Events T.F.E presentation.
That day, it was really nervous.
As our lecturer, Mr Isaac invited VIPs.
Aww~ The first time we present our work to 4 to 5 lecturers, 2 to 3 staffs & classmates.
Eventually ii felt cool! hahas.
Our presentation was well presented. Lecturers was satisfied especially Mr Isaac:D
This is the photo we took before the presentation. See! how stiff we are.
hahas.
&& after presenting :D
I feel that we're cute:D hahas. We did our own name taggs:D
&& the invitation cards:D

Last week 3 May, 'BOYFRIEND' & ii did flame again:D
This time, ii wanna hang it in my room. hahas.
See how serious?! hahas.
ii love him having serious face when doing OUR stuff
&& that following week,
ii've start working Part-time at Raffles Chocolate Factory.
It's always fun working together with Mrs Mel:D
Hahas. it's 0326 now.
Have to prepare headed to my god-mummy place before ii meet boyfriend later.
Hope you enjoy reading
Adios~