funn:)

hahas. The funny us:)
edited this picture when darling kept bully me. aww~
Then he say ii unfair. so edited mine too. hahas. ii find it cute!!!
hees.

anyway, last night we quarrel like hell. haiis. don wish to mention now since everythingy went well now:) As for today,after school, came to darling house. then went Ang Mio Kio Hub to find Janet mummy. Shop awhile then back with darling:)

tml friday lle. Times flies... tml quiz. hahas. 1o% :) sure pass want!!! confident!!! hahas. lols.
Today was also the first time ii chatt with my classmates in class. specially day:)
加油!!!

wa! it's been a long tine ii dint update:x
& now, this post will be surely be a extreme long want ii bet. hahas.

• 13th April'o9

:) it was a exam week holiday from 13th-19th April. hahas. But first day of holiday,Darling was on sailing. aww~ so was at home. who knows,darling's mummy called. She said she have cook my share:) called me go dinner. so ii went:) so sweet right. so happy!

• 15th April'o9

was another boring day. But late evening,ii accompany darling to Hougang Plaza for pool. lols. Chuii llahs! my aiming was scuks! aww~ play tilled kinda pissed off. then around 1o pm plus. Darling send me home :) LOVES!
P.S. Darling told me that ii'm his first girlfriend whom will played pool with him:) hees.

• 16th April'o9

It wasnt a very nice day for darling & myself. We went Ikeas to buy flame. then to Gaint. went hanged out for less than 2 hours & we dint talked nore than 1o sentences. That was scuks! :((

• 17th April'o9

My EXAM!!! wa! almost late! don mentioned about why lle. my exam! wa! just hope ii'll pass bahs. ii dint study for the last 2 chapter. Then confirm 8 marks gone. haiis. that was scuks too! after exam,ii went to mummy shop llo. cos so long dint went down. daddy miss me lle! hahas. started calling me:) went down for awhile,then ahead to darling hse:) but siians ... Darling's standby being activate. went back around 7pm plus llo. then ii went home. Who knows,midnight around o3.3o am,Darling called. telling me that he's coming back now. then,he was drunk ...
haiis. he came over. kept quating at e toilet bowl. lols. but weird right ... went sailing but why he's drunk?? ii also don know llo. just believe:) he told me that officer cheated them back. aww~ if ii get to find out whose's the officer,ii tell you. ii'm gonna curse him arrx!!! disliked llo!!! & another thingy was. Bcos mummy brought a kitten back. ii have to stay home for this weekend llo. so darling came over to accompany me. hahas. Good darling hors! kekes.

• 18th April'o9

Darling told me that the new shopping mall at Tampines is open:) so we went there:) Was so big & crowded llahs. It's name as Tampines One1. hahas. too crowded changed our mood. dont like places that are squeezing like hell llo. lols. Who knows first,ii met Jocelyn's boyfriend(Jason),younger brother (Darren) & 2 cousin :). hahas. ii was just thinking of YeKai. Then walking further down,really met him & girlfriend:) hahas. really so coincident :) After that,we stop shopping as we suggest to go some other days which is not really that crowded. so went to Fair Price to bought some foods for steamboat & breakfast for the next day:) hahas. so funn! loves the feeling buying food home with darling. preparing our own food together:) we made salad too :D

• 19th April'o9

hahas. darling wake up earlier then me. He dint disturb me. Instead,he was at the living room watching the drama (Destiny Love) ii like:) & was with the kitten:) so surprise llahs. Darling seems like he likes the kitten:) hahas. we was home watching the drama for the whole day. then went KouFu to buy our dinner:) althought we dint really went out. But being home together,it's really enough for me. hahas.

• 2oth April'o9

aww~ School starts again. started on the next module ''Service Quality & Business Communication'' wa! really lucky that theres no Group Project. it's individual writing a professional Resume:) hahas. after school,ii went Bugis to buy shorts & fake eyelash:) & exchange of the New Urban footwear Darling bought for me:) foot was small,no sizes. gotta go down to cineleisure. Change for another design,top-up another 1o bucks for my slipper! hahas. love it lots!

• 21th April'o9

As usual, go to school. but after school,darling still working. No half day. so contact Gary out for lunch. then met jian an buying food. hahas. His own money dropping off he don know. then gary took it & tell him that it's our treat. lols. he believe?? hahas. after lunch,going back home. But that toopiid Gary,the weather was so hot. He tyco me this & that. calling me accompany for his baobei out then ii go back home together with my sister. cant stand him llahs. Reached home. Get myself prepared. Then darling came fetched me lle.

My Feeling ...
haiis. ii just don't know why & how come ii feel so insecure llo. nothiing really happened to darling & myself this few days llo. I had a dreamt when ii'm at his place taking a short nap. ii dreamt that he have been mixing with girls. ii dreamt that he mentioned he don't really love me:( ii woke up started crying. & ii saw darling just beside me. Am so freaking happy that my dreamt wasnt real! But still, am feeling weird. so night time ii messaged SinYi. she sent me this :

Don worry. It is part & parcel of being in a relationship. Happiness,sadness,funn,quarrels,jealousy,insecurities & blissfulness. Don't they make relationship wonderful? Ought to live your life to the fullest & treasure his company while his around. Too much worries bring insecurities & that's wat break a relationship.

This sentences really effect me alot & it calm me down:) Thanks yeas:) CHIA SINYI!!! hahas.

• 22th April'o9

As for today,cant wake up on time for school. aww~ xue te! ii've missed out chapter2 again! haiis. tomorrow die die also must go lle. jiayou!!! hahas. wanna stop writing now. wrote alot aready. hahas.

BYE readers ...

Half day gone ...

aww~ today wasn't really as smooth as what ii think.
we had a little conflicts. haiis. the feeling was really scuks!!!
It all starts in the afternoon... went back to sleep & we're kinda fine.
But after hanging up the phone with my cousin's we start again ... =(
my cousin's called. asked to accompany her to clubbing. ii really would wish to...
but ii really have to consider about the consequences if ii really agree to go with her.

what if i agree to go,what he'll be doing at night? & who will he be with?
what if i agree to go,what/how he's attitude will be?
really don't dare to think about it. Ended,ii reject her. I'm sorry!

We sat down & have a chat. we really talked thingys out.
& everything turn out smoothly. I'm really 'f' glad!!! =)) By the time we planned for any program,it's already half day gone ... ( around 6pm plus ... )

We decide to go for movie=)
went plaza sing to meet his buddy;Louis & gal.
2nd, Just Acids for dinner=) then pool at Parklane.
hahas. I did touch the pool cue today. OMG! still played for a few strokes then off for movie=)
siiao liiaos! ii really cant touch pool cue want llo. I'll keep on wanting to play.
arghhh! my jelly pattern! planning to go for pool tomorrow llehs...
aww~ see llahs! die! But 1 sad thingy is:

darling sailing tomorrow to Tuesday! scuks llahs! don need play llo. haiis.

how ii wish he have no sailing tomorrow llo. Tomorrow Sunday llehs. kaos!

Really need to DA XIAO REN already llo. Humphs# ROARS!!!

Anyway,back to the movie ... LOLS. We watched ''Fast & Furious 4'' =) so happy! finally get to watch movie again! hees. The movie ends around o1.3o am.
His friend send us back llo. sians again llo. cant spent more time have funn lle. aww~

OOH NOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been playing non-stop this few days! aww~ Jesmine! Do you know your exam is just 5 days ahead?! & you're still playing like nobody business! What the hell??
*sigh! Tomorrow have to really get my ass back on track! ii don't wanna waste another month studying the same module again... plus paying another $2oo to re-take the exam. it's really a waste! & I'm really gonna get killed from my mummy if that really happen. *faint!
Jesmine. Jiayou bahs :x

aww~ have to study & no darling for tomorrow & monday! =(

Good Friday ??

Today, was nothing much too ...
around evening time,went to have dinner at Compass Point with darling & family,as usual his mummy & youngest brother ... =)
we have pizza hut again! =) ii have a big appetite. see what ii've eat ... 3/4 pieces of pizza (the size of the pizza: couple pizza),1 mushroom soup,2 meatball,3 wings & 1 dessert=) sharks! scary riight?? hahas. And 1 thingy ii've realize that ii have really fall in love with pizza nowadays. hahas.

After that, went Kovan to look for Sinyi & Mel. Darling wanna play pool. so accompany him there llo. bored. luckily Sinyi was there ... tilled 11pm we left Ices. planning to go for movie. But the time for those movies we wanna watch was kinda rush. so movie ... Nope! planning to find a nice place to chilled. but no place in mind.

so ended up ... HOME again... haiis. siians. like so no life arrx. *sigh!
went online (facebook) to do a Quiz on: what kind of lady am ii?? -_-'''
the results was :

Lovely Lady

You are lovely and caring. You help others and spread out a lot of sympathy. Your life aim maybe is to serve the people. But your weakness is that you forget about yourself, your own needs. All your time is hold back for your friends and family. You are always there for people in trouble. Ready for any emergency. You make a lot of sacrifices just to be a good human. But every woman has her needs, her longings and a destiny. Don't loose yourself in work or curing other people's souls. You will have your own problems in your life. Another problem is that you don't say your opinion when it's right and important to say it. People trample onto your soul if you are always so kind and lovely and helpful. They will play on you. Though you should try to relax more and enjoy your life, you should not loose the gift that was given to you to help others . Not everyone is created this way... You are uniqe and rare!

hahas. was so true huhs... kekes. so be good to me hors!!!
=)

The past few days ...

• 2 april'o9 // Thursday

That day darling went school to fetch me. hahas. it's the first time=) so happy! =p
after that,we went Plaza Sing. For ''Dim-Sum''. Darling ordered a lot;whole table was full of plates. lols. INDEED! It was delicious. hahas. Around 3pm then went to buy movie ticket=) we watched ''The Confession Of Shopaholic'' hahas. Where the movie starts at 4pm. In the mean time,we have our own plans. hahas. darling went for foot-massage & ii went for manicure=) shiok! hees. finally! also bought our puzzle frame=) so long never been so relaxing already. All thanks to my DARLING! hahas.

• o6 april'o9 // Monday
  

Hydra: our group name... lols right. hahas. the day for group meeting at National Library. only 4 person turn up. ppl who dint turn up was giving those damn ''lame'' excuses. cant be bothered already. 2 or 3 person was doing it instead of everyone. GONECASE! *shake.head & no.comment* miyoko(ying ying),Luqman & myself discussed about the presentation. & was practicing like hell. Tilled around almost 8pm. Then we end. Left Miyoko & myself. She's been s'pore for around 1o months but yet to have those nice food. so brought her to P*** Pizza Hut=) hahas. So shiok arrx! ate damn lot! But 1 thingy ... in future, no more pizza hut at P***! The service was scuk! ii ordered meatball & my favourite dessert. Ended, the manager who is in-charge of my order,forget this & that. WHAT THE HELL! & ii dint have my dessert!!! really don know what kind of service they're giving. was so scuk llahs! arrghhh!

• o7 april'o9 // Tuesday

Aww~ this day was scuk as well! TOTALLY llo! It's the presentation day. Everything was ruined!!!
All thanks to those unconsiderate ppl. But not totally llahs. we're at fault too! haiis. nothing can describe about the presentation. First: No internet connection. Second: Problems in Rocketslides. Third: The presentation was NOT professional at all! Last of all: No Reports!!!
ours = the worst group/presentation. shameless! how ii wish Mr Isaac will give us 1 more chance. But onces we don cherish everything or chances we have,consequences is what we deserves. aww~ anyway. ii wanna buy former wear!!!

• o9 april'o9 // Thursday

Today went to meet Sinyi,Donald there too. Chat awhile with Donald. Then to old house. Slack awhile then to plaza sing. went Daiso to buy the Frangrances thingy for darling to sleep well at night. After that then meet darling=) hees. everything back to the same again lle=) anyway, tomorrow Good Friday. darling not working! yeahhs! happy!=)

Oh ya! sharks!!! my exam coming in 7 more days!!! & ii'm still slacking. how?? aww~
anyway,this few days,the atmosphere at home was really scuk! Doesnt feels like a home at all. feel like a stranger suddenly. bored. loneliness. haiis. sometimes really feels like staying over at darling's place instead of going back llo. At least theres still companied here. haiis.

we look like zombie right? hahas. ii look so nerd llahs. wa laos!

Special Only Day ...

Me:

• ii love you darling. really hope you like your room. like it denn before. cos ii really wann you to feel comfortable denn before.Also wanna be the first person who change a lot of thingys in your life. wanna be a special person in your whole life so much.Be it IF our RS wont last (ii really hope this WONT happen!!!). anyway if your mummy really don wann you to waste dat kind of money for bed,then we'll stick to the old wan or sofa bed keas. we'll respect her=) & wanna tell you sorry. Sorry that this few days I've been spending your money. sorry darling. ii feel so bad. aww~ as for today,the letter... although ii TOTALLY hate to hear or imagine how close or you guys did in e past,it really really affect me a lot. But I'll try not to in future lle bahs. in the bus to punggol park just now,really happy that in just this short 4 months plus,ii can eventually affect & change you quite a lot. you even say plann for the wedding=) mmm. is dat a propose?? ii doubt=p really so happy. you really made my day=) simply was so in love with you! ii hope you too=)
  
  • *muacks!!! II LOVE YOU!!!

HIM:

• Wifeybaby, thank you for being such a wonderful baby to me. I LOVE MY ROOM, feel absolutely comfortable, especially everything is with you, Thank you for being the 1st person to change so much in my life, u're the special someone to me. Dont worry about what my mother say k? As i always say, dont be sorry about using my MONEY. I'll change everything in my life to suit into yours, cos our life gonna come together so close till no one can separate us.. u agree? U CHANGE ME INTO A CUTE BABY.. . IM CUTE LO.. HAHA.. WOOO HOOO.. WEDDING.. WEDDING WEDDING WEDDING WEDDING WEDDING WEDDING WEDDING WEDDING.. I WANT.. LOVES
  

today,have been clearing his room. changing the position of the stuffs too.
nothing much else ...
went Punggol Park for joyce's birthday BBQ after that. as for many unfamiliar faces,so we went Bliss to eat. around 1opm plus then back home.
so fast ... tml Sunday already. Monday,he yew duty lle.
haiis ...

Those Previous ''BUSY'' Days

hello ...
it's been days ii dint get to update my blog.
this few days was kinda busy.
First,my PROJECT!!!
aww~ we've been rushing it for the previous Friday. like crazy llahs!
keep going to NATIONAL LIBRARY (must cap lock. hahas. to prove I'm STUDYING!!! =P)
& tried to complete it. but luckily on wed whole class debate with My Isaac. hahas. funny llahs!
But still manage to postpone it to the coming Tuesday. hahas. *HENG! Because of this,Luq & myself was like a walking zombie. aww~

Second, 1st of April was our 4th months anniversary=) was April Fool as well.
at first darling kept reminding me to come straight to his house after school. he wanna disturd me. Ended up on 31th march,darling say dont need lle. hahas. cos he actually wanna buy me roses & deliver it to his house. BUT ... he dont know how to book online. hahas. my big baby! kekes.
back to 1st april ... we meet around 7,almost 8pm. came darling's house help him with his project,then went Compass Point Swensen's for dinner. ate chocolate fondue! hahas. shiok llahs! kekes. but we only manage to spent 2 hours together. haiis.

This is the photo we took on 1st april. we look tired right. hahas.

This is the chocolate fondue we had=) LOVES.


simply love this pic alot!!! muacks.
anyway,ii'm on holiday now. However instead of having fun,ii'm gonna memorise all those jelly beans into my jelly brain. aww~ Cos 17th is my module exam!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! crazy llahs! aww~
plus today actually was having dinner with my clicks. but ended up ... haiis. dont say lle. only wanna tell my beloved guys. I'M SORRY...

anyway, ii told darling that ii'll definately post this on blog ...
1st: Suddenly my darling seems like a gaint to me. hahas.
2nd: My darling simpliy just love me talking to myself!!! humphs...