We were so in love although there were countless objection coming in our way.
When we first got together, I told him ''You can't mess relationship with me. Cos I'm always serious in a relationship & I will never give up easily...''
And he replied ''I'm serious about relationship too! I'm not joking to be with you...''
So we go on...
At first, we had common goals ahead. We discussed and we planned ahead. He's so sweet, so caring. Everything was just perfect. & I just love him to the VERY max!
The Change-
We quit our job. Since then, the goals was no longer there. We knew that we no longer have common goal, topic nor interest. But, we never quit being together.
We quit our job. Since then, the goals was no longer there. We knew that we no longer have common goal, topic nor interest. But, we never quit being together.
As time goes by, more & more obstacles coming. I wouldn't want to give up at all!
But this guy he just wanted to give up this easily. whenever we had a fight, an disagreement, he chose to avoid and began with those negative thoughts about our relationship. & whenever theses happened, whatever that came from him was so hurtful. Why can't he be positive about our relationship to keep it moving ...
I know I have no rights to tell this guy what he should be doing in his life. But is that right for him to do so? I won't harm him and I WILL NOT hurt him at all. Whatever it is, I'm always thinking about him. YA! 24 hours everyday even he's just right beside me.... (Etc; Is he hungry? What is he doing? What should I get for him, cakes or durian puff, should I get him new tee/ shirt?? *Sigh!) I knew I shouldn't have put him in priority like what he did.
But I just can't help doing so. I just can't quit loving him each day!
I love him smile. I love his blocked face. I love how he pampered me at times. & I love him be with kids.
I just love him! Just think of it, it's just made me smile.
I love him smile. I love his blocked face. I love how he pampered me at times. & I love him be with kids.
I just love him! Just think of it, it's just made me smile.
I just want to be like what we are. Playing around, talking about what happen that particular day of work, discuss about future job or our life. We can create those commons together. I'm working on it too!
*Sigh!
*Sigh!
I just miss you a lot! Real lots!
PS>
I still think that he have to apologize for what he have text-ed me, it was really too harsh...