wonder ...

The Ring ...
sometime ii wonder. what rings are for ... Then ii realize that circle always had significance from ancient cultures to the present as a symbol of wholeness and perfection. Its endlessness is the perfect symbol of oneness and unity - no beginning, no end. It is also the symbol of the sun, earth and universe, and represents holiness, perfection and peace.
Early on,the caveman bound himself to his mate with a cord of woven rushes as a symbol that their spirits were one. Ancient European Northerns believed that a lover's knot was a symbol of love, faith, and friendship. The knot was formed out of the hair of the beloved, woven into a knot that was then worn as a ring.

hahas. now ii'm kinda understand the meaning of wedding ring.
No beginning, no ending. wholeness & perfection.
oneness & unity.

really envy those old couples married for years yet they still can be so sweet ...
ii wonder when will ii have mine too?? my ring, my everlasting love??
hahas. let's drop this topic. I'm just bored. so bring up this. lols.

anyway,back to today. was at Darling house the whole day. Did some washing & house chore.
then having Pizza hut (delivery) for dinner with his second brother. Almost the evening was wondering what's darling doing over there. As he sprain his ankle... haiis. really make me worried for him...
Hope he's fine. The big baby... =) oh ya! ii just remember that 3 more days it's our 4 months anniversary.
Was wondering what darling intend to do.
cos he told me to come straight after school on Wednesday afternoon.
wonder what he's up to. mmm. hahas.
anyway,am signing off soon. tired. dylan wants my HUGG! hahas. lols.
Good niight reader ...

Get Over it!!! The phobia??

This is the bear bear laptop pouch that Darling bought for me. hahas. LOVES.
aww~
went to the hospital with darling & family just now. Actually thought that ii was fine with visiting people in the hospital. But ii was wrong. The phobia is still there ...
The moment ii walked in the ward,saw this aunty sitting on the chair chanting.
A flash came across in my mind,all came back to me...
it was ah ma!
she was fine that day. but the next day ...
she was gone ... =(
ii've broke the promise made ...
haiis... let's not mention anymore. cant stand ...

• came back compass point for Jack Place=) expansive llahs! Darling paid for it. aww~
• Darling also bought me a laptop bag=) hahas. LOVES.
  

tomorrow he's going back for duty again...
scuks llahs!!! really wanna da xiao ren already llo. cant stand it! haiis...

Tired & happening

haiis. was kinda of moody now ...
tired+unhappy+irritated ...
today went to interview. PISSED llahs. kaos! interview like nothing.
ii was tagged with Luq. we start by asking the rates of those rooms at the Front Office. than went walking around in the hotel with camera on our hand. *so-opened llahs=P*
nobody seems to care about us at all. lols.(what do you think of the service??) we went to the highest level.At first Luq & myself was dying. cos no photos is allow. then we saw the mini meeting room is opened (the room for those rich ppl. etc.president & others who went there for mini meeting or relaxing.)
so freaking happy llahs! so we went in & took lots of photos. went up to the roof ...
WA!!! Both of us was like totally crazy! hahas. the scenery there!!! there's even swimming pool=) we took alot of pictures llahs! hahas. after that,walked towards the president suites. it's left a tagg ''house-keeping'' wanted to open the door but we dont dare to. hahas.
Scolled around,another room was opened!!! went in,it's their meeting room=)
After all,we just like James Bone. lols. like wat Mr Isaac say... hahas.
Around o4.3o,we interviewed the director.
Sharks llahs! answered as in it's not answered.
ii asked about ''roughly how much is the President Suites.''
Yet she answered:
''There's no President Suites in this hotel.''
ii was like .. huhs?? dint Luq & myself almost open the door just now?? why must she lied??
Is this interview was just trying to entertain us??
haiis. now we gonna think of another method again. The deadline is just the coming friday.yet everything is not done yet. WTH! worry llahs! aww~ PRESENTATION!!!!

then back darling's home,checking mails.
who knows,his youngest brother came. kept telling me about ''S''(a girl's name).
ii was wondering who she is. then ii suspected...
conclusion was,she was darling ex-girlfriend.
my mood changed. dont know why. ii know ii shouldnt. but just cant control my feeling.
let's not mention. now ii know Darling's heart...
jesmine,don think too much bahs.smile=)

Anyway,back to yesterday,
yesterday was crazy!
lols. meet sinyi after school. then went Expo.hahas. got John Little Sales till 29 march =)
both was like aunties llahs. lols. go there for not long,only aimed that $59o Boss watch. now only selling it at $295. hahas. nothing else,then we change our destination -> Jurong Point.
lols. took 32 stations (dint include back to sengkang). hahas. lols llahs!
hahas. then ii realised ii've been mixing Jurong Centre & Jurong Point. hahas.
went Jurong point. nothing to shopp. just searching thoses watches for him.
then there's a shop name ''Icying'' where we can decorate the cake's ourselves.
ii went to make 1 for Darling. as ii told him few months ago- ii will design 1 for him. & eventually,ii did it=)
sinyi,being my photographer took alot of ''professional''pictures. hahas. thanks to her too! LOVES. & Darling-Really hope he appreciate what ii've done bahs. muacks.
Darling did went there to look for us too!
have Ichiban Sushi for dinner. after that then took mrt home. lols.
tired llahs. hahas.
Have funn this few days. but just thoses feelings.

P.S.will post the trip to hotel photos some other days=)

Good phenomenon？？

was feeding him porridge=)


hahas.when we're in webcam with sinyi ...
as for this cup of chocolate milk,it's darling da mummy made for me da=) niice!

hahas. since last night,my right lower eyelid keep ''jumping'' like nobody business.
so uncomfortable llahs. & was also wondering what thingy might happen on me=)
have been waiting for the good thingy to happen.
who knows. during lesson time, Darling send me this:
''Darling.call me after your lesson. my friend's uncle have reply''
hahas. wa! was so happy llahs. all thanks to darling & his friend=)
hahas.actually was giving up waiting. but who knows...
although we cant meet the GM from ''THE HOTEL'',BUT we manage to fix a appointment from the Sales & marketing Director=)
this coming friday,4pm=)
wa!! so proud of it lle!!! =) kekes. lols.
let's wish me & my group members all the best for the interview & the coming up presentation bahs=)
god blessed=)

anyway,for yesterday hors.
sucks llahs! ii dint attend lesson llahs.
aww~ ii woke up late. lesson starts at 9.15 but ii woke up at 9.35am. lols llahs.
by the time ii reach school it's aready 1o.4o+.aww~
toopiid llehs! why did ii fall asleep without setting my alarm clock??
harms me to be absent in class. aww~
miss out alot of important notes llehs. 超不爽的!!!
then today also dont know what's wrong with me llo.
cant even concentrate in class.
is it ii miss out the previous lesson which cause me this way or the classroom today was filled with unfamiliar faces?? mmm.

cannot lle! ii'mm rest early tonight. make sure it wont happen tomorrow again.
hahas. tomorrow after sch plann to meet sinyi to jurong point=)
*secret for my & her niia* hees.
should be that's all for today bahs.
was tired aready.
bye readers ... yawns.

yawn. tiring

sinyi & myself. showing ''what kind of face??'' hahas.

we look alike right=) our background!!!
Time flies.
it's a brand new week again. scary!
1 more week to go for my deadline of my marketing project presentation.
& 3 more weeks to go for my exam to go for the next module.
aww~ sharks!!!
ii haven even start a single thingy yet.
although ii did somehow concentrate in class. lols.
gotta start revise,in case my jelly brain get corrupted again. lols

anyway,just now after school actually was going to ''THE HOTEL'' with my group members to get more information.But ended up,it have change to tomorrow instead. lols.
so~ called CHIA SIN YI. asking where she's going today and if i can join her
till late afternoon then ii'll go & meet darling after that.

Hahas. i went over to her house. then to Tampines safra to meet her friend to play pool.
meet up time was 2pm.we reached there at o1.35pm & the guy came at o2.5opm.
lols. 5o mins late. i was wondering if i was not there,sinyi would have bored to death. lols.
sinyi.can you feel how important i am now. lols.

We was so crazy while waiting for him. tired(not enough sleep)+irriatated(of the sunny weather) as well!
However,we still manage to take a lot of toopiid & funny photos.
SINYI!!!
ii'm gonna post it. hahas.
left Tampines Safra around o3.45pm to darling house.
hahas. so happy that darling's is off tomorrow=)
but 1 sadde thingy was Darling cant fetch me home.
BUT he just mention he will fetch me no matter where am i. hahas. so happy!

oh ya! last night. went home around 12am.
darling mummy kept asking if i wanna stay.she even finding clothing for me=)
then after that,she claim that she's hungry.Even cook my share=)
really so happy. feels so fortunate now=)
hahas.

An Extremely Bad Early Afternoon

Hubby went to work around 7am plus.
left me alone. really cant bear to let him go JUST for his duty today.
haiis. Wasnt had a good rest after all.
First,hubby wasnt around with me. second,ii had a nightmare.
which really frighten me so much tilled ii cried. luckily hubby's mummy wakes me up by asking...
''Jesmineee... 你要吃吗？我要去买。'' Hees.
it's was so freaking scary just now & ii can somehow imagine how the person feel
when someone was killed in front of the him/her. aww~
& the feeling of being rape. TOTALLY WAS SCUKs LIKE HELL!!!
just don know why i'll have theses toopiid dream.
awww~ what exactly happened to me huhs?
watching too much movies???
If that really happen,i'll make their balls are no where to be seem. lols.

Since i'm awake,ii start playing com...
Just to distract myself away. As i dont even dare to shut my eyes.
whereby it just flash across my mind =(
was happily editing photos of darling & myself.
THEN,ii realise something . . .
my mood was totally changed!
Sorry. Did not mention what had exactly happened.

just wanna say:

Darling.
Seriously,ii dint totally blame you for that.
it's my fault too. For not being a good girlfriend. not caring & considerate enough.
To let you feel so insecure for doing that.
i'm so sorry. i wont ever let this kinda thingy happen ''ON'' you & ''TO'' me again.
i PROMISE!

Let me have more time to react & digest what had happened.
&
Most importantly, i want you to remember.
Don Ever Take My Trust For Granted AGAIN.
No lying & hiding.
promise it with sincerity & mean it.
NOT
promise it for the sake of saying it.
Darling.
I will still be waiting for you to come back tomorrow.
iimissyou.

MY FIRST UPDATE.

when we're going down for buffel dinner:)
Hello.
this was my very first update.
have been thinking what address should i create for my blog.
lols. hahas.

anyway,back to today=)
mmm. Today was home whole day at hubby's place.
till around 8pm plus,then we went downstairs for buffet (it's a RC treat. free dinner for JUST this blk. should be becos of thoses friendly neighbours here.) hahas.

after dinner,went back home change,then hubby's friend,Louis & his girlfriend,came to fetch us.
we went Hougang plaza as usual. Hubby & his frind wanna play pool. so just go & accompany him.
afterall,it's his buddy.
FUNNY arrx. when they're playiing,there was 2 elder uncles,1 aunty+1 young gal was sitting down.
just dont know which of my brain cells go crazy. started thoses RUBBISH. lols..
:at that moment,was thinking. if the same situation will be the same 10 years later?? lols.
hubby heard it,start laughiing like MAD! cant stand!

after pool . . .
FOOD!!! HERE II COME!!!
hahas. we went airport to have POPEYE=)
so this is e advantages of having a vehicle. so good!
after eating,Louis send us back home llo.
POOR THIINGY HUBBY!
tml's duty.haiis. dint come back again.
SUCKS llahs! totally dislike it!

cos . . .
ii'll MISS him even MORE!!!
i love him!