Get Over it!!! The phobia??

This is the bear bear laptop pouch that Darling bought for me. hahas. LOVES.
aww~
went to the hospital with darling & family just now. Actually thought that ii was fine with visiting people in the hospital. But ii was wrong. The phobia is still there ...
The moment ii walked in the ward,saw this aunty sitting on the chair chanting.
A flash came across in my mind,all came back to me...
it was ah ma!
she was fine that day. but the next day ...
she was gone ... =(
ii've broke the promise made ...
haiis... let's not mention anymore. cant stand ...

• came back compass point for Jack Place=) expansive llahs! Darling paid for it. aww~
• Darling also bought me a laptop bag=) hahas. LOVES.
  

tomorrow he's going back for duty again...
scuks llahs!!! really wanna da xiao ren already llo. cant stand it! haiis...