Today was National Day.
It doesn't related to me at all.
Frankly, ii'm forcing myself to sleep in the evening.
So that ii'll missed the celebrations & the fireworks.
However, ii still manage to wake up on time for the fireworks:(
Watching the tv, saw those beautiful fireworks.
Suddenly, ii cried...
This is the 2nd time ME alone at home watching fireworks on tv.
ii remember it was 2 years back.
Friends did called me out.
But ii rejected.
The reason:
They're goiing out to have fun && ii don wish to join them as ended up,
ii might become a spoiler.
ii remember that night, how lonely ii am. crying & crying...
Maybe this might the reason that ii'm so emotion today...
However, boyfriend manage to catch the fireworks due to he's sailing.
ii know it wasn't what he want by leaving me alone here & he could catch the fireworks LIVE.
ii should have been more understanding instead of showing him my attitude.
ii'm really sorry:(
YOU:
ii'm sorry! ii shouldn't have been this way.
ii'm sorry ...
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