Everyone thinks of changing something, But no one thinks of changing themselves

YES!

Indeed it was totally awesome being with you on the weekends.

However,

Things still happened!

Hurts still knocks on me terribly!

Went for a few places yesterday.

&& certainly cures me just for the time being.

& grateful to the person have accompanied me throughout.

Yet, nevertheless ii still have to stand out & face the fact!

Longing ...

You having patience with me

You wiping my tears &

shower me with your ♥ & concern

You hugging me in real

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest and it opens up your heart

and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses,

you build up a whole suit of armor,

so that nothing can hurt you,

But one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person,

wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day,

like kiss you or smile at you, and your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages.

It gets inside you.

It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,

so simple a phrase like

'maybe we should be just friends...'

turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts!

Not just in the imagination.

Not just in the mind.

It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love, but ii need you more!

because,

not more than a word.

because;

ii love you