haiis. everything making me so pissed today.
it's freaking,f**king moody now. Don't know why.
feels like crying. but no one cares. feel like numbing myself. but ii don't know how.

mind was corrupted. heart was arching. stomach was hungry ...
who cares~

feel it's meaningless. but ii do feel fortunatesomehow.
feel lonely. but peaceful at times.
however for the time being. feels like MIA-ing.
no one will bother nor care. (except my family)
cos ii'm nothing ...
maybe!

luckily ii got elmo with me


&& ii miss him! real lots! :(