Hubby went to work around 7am plus.
left me alone. really cant bear to let him go JUST for his duty today.
haiis. Wasnt had a good rest after all.
First,hubby wasnt around with me. second,ii had a nightmare.
which really frighten me so much tilled ii cried. luckily hubby's mummy wakes me up by asking...
''Jesmineee... 你要吃吗？我要去买。'' Hees.
it's was so freaking scary just now & ii can somehow imagine how the person feel
when someone was killed in front of the him/her. aww~
& the feeling of being rape. TOTALLY WAS SCUKs LIKE HELL!!!
just don know why i'll have theses toopiid dream.
awww~ what exactly happened to me huhs?
watching too much movies???
If that really happen,i'll make their balls are no where to be seem. lols.
Since i'm awake,ii start playing com...
Just to distract myself away. As i dont even dare to shut my eyes.
whereby it just flash across my mind =(
was happily editing photos of darling & myself.
THEN,ii realise something . . .
my mood was totally changed!
Sorry. Did not mention what had exactly happened.
just wanna say:
Darling.
Seriously,ii dint totally blame you for that.
it's my fault too. For not being a good girlfriend. not caring & considerate enough.
To let you feel so insecure for doing that.
i'm so sorry. i wont ever let this kinda thingy happen ''ON'' you & ''TO'' me again.
i PROMISE!
Let me have more time to react & digest what had happened.
&
Most importantly, i want you to remember.
Don Ever Take My Trust For Granted AGAIN.
No lying & hiding.
promise it with sincerity & mean it.
NOT
promise it for the sake of saying it.
Darling.
I will still be waiting for you to come back tomorrow.
iimissyou.
left me alone. really cant bear to let him go JUST for his duty today.
haiis. Wasnt had a good rest after all.
First,hubby wasnt around with me. second,ii had a nightmare.
which really frighten me so much tilled ii cried. luckily hubby's mummy wakes me up by asking...
''Jesmineee... 你要吃吗？我要去买。'' Hees.
it's was so freaking scary just now & ii can somehow imagine how the person feel
when someone was killed in front of the him/her. aww~
& the feeling of being rape. TOTALLY WAS SCUKs LIKE HELL!!!
just don know why i'll have theses toopiid dream.
awww~ what exactly happened to me huhs?
watching too much movies???
If that really happen,i'll make their balls are no where to be seem. lols.
Since i'm awake,ii start playing com...
Just to distract myself away. As i dont even dare to shut my eyes.
whereby it just flash across my mind =(
was happily editing photos of darling & myself.
THEN,ii realise something . . .
my mood was totally changed!
Sorry. Did not mention what had exactly happened.
just wanna say:
Darling.
Seriously,ii dint totally blame you for that.
it's my fault too. For not being a good girlfriend. not caring & considerate enough.
To let you feel so insecure for doing that.
i'm so sorry. i wont ever let this kinda thingy happen ''ON'' you & ''TO'' me again.
i PROMISE!
Let me have more time to react & digest what had happened.
&
Most importantly, i want you to remember.
Don Ever Take My Trust For Granted AGAIN.
No lying & hiding.
promise it with sincerity & mean it.
NOT
promise it for the sake of saying it.
Darling.
I will still be waiting for you to come back tomorrow.
iimissyou.
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