Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Feel


This is how I feel when I'm starting work tomorrow:S

Monday, May 30, 2011

Freedom gone sooon!


28 more hours, I will have no more freedom (Whining~~~!)
It might sounds over reacted to you guys, I know!
But (SIGH!) I just feel that personally I'm still not totally ready for a full time job yet.
However, I knew that I couldn't waste any of the time doing nothing, staying at home. I'm already in my early twenties, not schooling, not working. Added on, I'm not married, further I'm NOT a tai tai. So am I going to wait for the money dropping from the sky?!
Whenever it comes to this, it sounds sooooooo shitty! Why am I not from a wealthy family??(Mumbling away~~~~)

1st June 2011
My official date of joining the company, which was 28 more hours. Nevertheless,it's also our 30th months. How will that day be?? I ponder ... ... ...

The WORDS
I always wanted to have my own savings. Afford to have a blissful future ahead w my w no burden & at least I'm helping. Therefore, my partner's wont feel stressful/depressed over money issue if we're going for the future (future needs).
That's includes my family too! I can afford whatever they want (although I'm not earning a lot, but at least I could able to afford something w my own earning money.) or bringing them out for some nice food.

So when I heard I could be able to start work, I'm happy!
Excited about the new position that I've never tried in my life. Hence it's sounds interesting.
Meantime, I'm worried & somehow dissatisfied.
Worry -> Cos it's a job that I have to start from the beginning, have to really buck up. Nevertheless, this particular question does effects me "Will I be able to competent??"
Dissatisfied -> Cos I have only 1 off day on weekend, (1 month, I will only have 4 off days) the time for doing whatever I want have been affected. Most importantly was those VERY precious time w my boyfriend, my family member, & even the time w diamond WILL BE shorten.
I JUST DON'T WANT THIS TO HAPPEN! (SIGH!)

I prefer flexible timing, going around & not sitting/staying at a certain place for the whole day.
But what my job going to be is almost opposite o.0 Speechless! It's my choice aftermath.

For now, I just hope that everything will be fine for me.
Everything goes well & smooth.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

Togi Korean Restaurant + Madness w Girls'


I've been craving for Korean food for quite some time.
But I dint really do anything about it. Tuesday, the madness came.
Searching online for some Korean Restaurant.
&& I found Togi Korean Restaurant (Venue: Chinatown)

The next day, met up w my dearest secondary school mates, Emily for a Korean dinner.
hahas. That's the madness we both normally had. lols.
As it's still early for dinner, we went Vivo for a short shopping:D

SIX pm,
We had quite a hard time looking for the restaurant.
Walking a long distance from Chinatown Mrt.
Ended, it's so near-.-
11 Mosque Street


It wasn't a very big space, yet a neat & comfortable place serving you Korean food.
Hence if you're going for dinner (6PM-9PM), you have to go early.
If not, you will have to wait.
For us, we reached around 6 & by 6.45pm, the restaurant was already full.
See! That's how goood their business was.
The food we had ...

the side dish, they served:
Spicy Potato, Spicy pickled cucumber w carrot (The taste was similar as Achar but there's no pineapple included), Spicy Long bean, Kimchi, Bean sprout & Spicy fried anchovies.

the side soup? This is nicee! It's refreshing after drinking it. I liikkee

Seafood & leak pancake.
We're kinda regretted ordering this. Cos it's mix w flour & sotong. Very filling.
The taste was bland. It taste better to go along w light soya sauce.

Spicy Tofu Soup! hahas. It look very spicy right? :D Actually it's NOT!
Even Emily was drinking it. what do you think? It's nicee too:p

Spicy Rice Cake- This was the main for us. So excited about it.
& it turned out to be our muah ji-.- but w the sauce, it's good too! Chewy! Not regretted ordering. However, I'll even miss this dish. hahas.


Nevertheless, we tried the Korean beer, Hite. Actually we intend to try their rice wine.
What to say- we got no guts to try. hahas. what if it's too strong for us?

Damn filling. $33/pax for all the above.
Cheap? Expensive? Fair?

Friday the 13
Went for 2 interview~ & considering in process.
Not much to mentioned about it. The point was after the interview,
I went to meet my deary sinyi. Photos will do the talk for us:D


The funny Us
I've edited them to 1 whole picture. Too much & lazy to upload one by one.
However, I did load okay! (If sinyi's reading:D)


mmm..... What she's looking at??


Wednesday, May 11, 2011

I'm into bakings!


All along, I'm interested in baking.
But I don't really started anything about it-.-
However after that virgin baking, I wanna try more:D

What I have to get ;

Firstly,
THE OVEN!!!
Follow by every single material for baking slowly, 1 by 1 ...

Nevertheless, I have never stop searching for those recipe online^^
It gave me the motivation to move forward. hees:D

Anyway, this time round,
I wanna make pancakes:D

& here's my researched ... ...

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*Laughs* Are you drooling??
Once I've done w my pancakes, I'll post mine!
So, please be anticipate:)

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Is this all my life gonna get?


Recently, nth in my life went smoothly.
Feel like going out but the next moment I just wanna stay home all alone.
Sometime I wanted accompanied so much but all I've got was Diamond, my cat.

I seriously don know what's happening to me recently. It's so not me!
I don know what am I thinking. I feel so lost! No motivation, no love, no happy, no whatever.
& even that bloody cat's bullying me. I feel so tired after all this.

I get emotion. I'll get pissed or frustrated over small matters easily.
After a short while, I might turn out smiling & being friendly with others.
Sitting down on my own, I tend to cry like my parents was dead.
It's like What the Fuck?! I don like what/who am I now.
But I don know how am I going to make myself better.

Is it because of my family? My relationship? My unsuccessful jobs?? Monetary? Future?
I seriously don know. But it seems nothing went wrong.
It seems like the problem greatly lies on ME!

Now, who can I turn to? My parents? Sister? Friends? Boy?
Or I should turn to some counselling?

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

FML*


Once in a while ...


Finally I BAKED! :D

Saturday,
I went over to "used-to-be" grandma's place TO BAKED CHOCOLATE CAKE!
Don't mistaken, it's NOT THOSE FROM THE TOILET!
It's EDIBLE! :D :D :D :D :D

YES, NO DOUBT!
I have proof & evidence!


&& my dinner for that day

yum yumm :D

People asked me,
'' Why suddenly wanna bake cake?? "

:D
The reason: It's because I promise someone I'll baked for him!
& I've grant him on our 29th month:)

" Are you surprised? "


&& we went for movie too!
Not only US, but with his shipmates too...
Anyway, it's a nice show that I would rate 5/5 ^^


As for Monday, Labour Day, a public holiday
and love was having duty that day...
So I meet up Alison to Ikea, Courts & Giant!


Lastly for those peeps who knows my Diamond,
getting naughtier & spoiled!
One crazy mad cat... LOLS


Nevertheless, I would never forget ... ...


Thursday, April 28, 2011

The feels


I would always remember how fortunate I am at that moment!
It's the first time going back w for his cousin's wedding that falls on my 20th birthday.

Just the both of us, travelling towards our destination.
Wondering where should we alight, did we alighted the wrong stop ...
& , holding me so tightly that he's afraid that I went missing/ ...
That moment, gave me secured.
Every of my little feeling he's concerned about it.
I really love it a lot!

Thinking back at that moment & --w ,
Tear rolled down...
I won't say that we're bad now.
We're good!

I just hope that we'll still be fine be it now or future.
I just hope that [[we understand!]]

FOR YOU:
The love for you have never change at all!
And I'm always looking forward for us

FOR EVERYONE THAT'S READING:
In every relationship, I always believe that besides trust & communication, security is always part of it. Once a relationship occurs, commitment, passion, and affection have to be put.
Walking down the road w your partner might be tough,
it might be full of obstacles...
But who knows the future?
& if you manage to overcome it w your partner, there might not be a problem for your future.
understand one another.
feel for one another.
Most importantly is your love & sincerity towards him/her!

NOTES:
For those who are stubborn & that includes ME,
stubborn won't help anything AT ALL!
It'll even make situation even worst, so what if you're feeling unhappy?! 不爽?!
Till the moment you lose something because of your stubbornness then ask yourself

'' Is it worth it?
-To lose your happiness because of your stubbornness? ''

Friday, April 22, 2011

Dislike being alone to anywhere, everywhere...



" Dislike being alone to anywhere, everywhere... "

At first I really bothered!
However, I found my kaki (sis)
We went to Singapore Expo Megatex IT Fair today, after her lesson ends,
to get mum's lappy. Actually w my hard disk, Microsoft Office, printer ink, DVD player.
But but, it's always $$$$$$$ that matter!
@#$%&*/?!!! :(

Spent our whole evening there.
I think mum's happy w her new gadget today yeas.
We also signed a Starhub internet connection for her
Cheap cheapp^^



Some days;




My Randomness;
<< 小笼包 & Crabs!! >>
<< Wanna be affordable to bring my mum & sis overseas for holidays!! >>
<< I wanna live in my cosy hut w those I LOVES!! >>

<< I love R O M A N C E S & S U R P R I S E S ! ! ! >>
<< 我喜欢浪漫 ; 我喜欢惊喜!!! >>



P.S. Will you miss me & wonder what I'm doing ... ...

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Addicted!

Recently, I'm addicted for watching one of the popular Korea variety show "We got married"
It's so niccee, soo love, sooo sweet
&& I'm sssoooooooooooo freaking E N V Y!!!

I've load one of my Favorited Couple, Jokwan (2am) & Gain (B.E.G)
This is song represent their love love


初次见面那天 我大概也不知道这样的我
我们尴尬的模样就像昨天一样

还记得吗 我们曾经暂时分离の日子
我难以入眠の模样 我の心总是寻找你の那一天

怎样の心意 你和我
一样の心意吗 你和我

我清楚一件事 就是我们因该一起欢笑

是爱情吗 你和我
一样の心意吗 你和我

大声说出“我们相爱了” 可以吗

回忆一点一滴增加
已经习惯在你身边の我变得依靠你

请接收为你准备の美好瞬间

怎样の心意 你和我
一样の心意吗 你和我

我清楚一件事 就是我们因该一起欢笑

是爱情吗 你和我
一样の心意吗 你和我

我们相爱了 这句话 想要大声说出来
我会疼惜你(有多疼)
守护你 比冬天还要雪白の你 就算融化了 也要像现在一样在一起

是爱情吗 你和我
一样の心意吗 你和我

从我了解我の心后 每一天都想和你分享

是爱情吗 你和我
一样の心意吗 你和我

我们相爱了 这句话 想要大声说出来

我们相爱了。。。

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Once again!




Life go on, and was back to lazing around, gaming-.-
life for me now = B O R E D, P E A C E, A N N O Y!
Previously, sending resume was a daily routine & I find it exhilarate.
But now, not any more.
I know it's crucial getting a job.
But when I was browsing through those job scope, one by one, I just couldn't get myself focus & concentrate any longer.

The devils by the ear will keep telling me to scroll up to the top right hand corner & click on the CROSS:(
I wanted to get a job so badly but I don want the process, for now.

However, I did thought of going over to mum's shop to learn more in details & "take-over" or to expand it.

Sigh! Forget it! Let's drop this vexation topic.
Anyway, I've found the Capricorn again^^
Positive on the left, Negative on the right.


If you were also a Capricorn, what do you think about the above that stated??
mmm mmm... ... ...

Oh ya! & There!
Theses photos were taken last Sunday on Joyce's 21st Birthday.
Once again, Happy 21st to you (Joyce)!