Once again!

Life go on, and was back to lazing around, gaming-.-

life for me now = B O R E D, P E A C E, A N N O Y!

Previously, sending resume was a daily routine & I find it exhilarate.

But now, not any more.

I know it's crucial getting a job.

But when I was browsing through those job scope, one by one, I just couldn't get myself focus & concentrate any longer.

The devils by the ear will keep telling me to scroll up to the top right hand corner & click on the CROSS:(

I wanted to get a job so badly but I don want the process, for now.

However, I did thought of going over to mum's shop to learn more in details & "take-over" or to expand it.

Sigh! Forget it! Let's drop this vexation topic.

Anyway, I've found the Capricorn again^^

Positive on the left, Negative on the right.

If you were also a Capricorn, what do you think about the above that stated??

mmm mmm... ... ...

Oh ya! & There!

Theses photos were taken last Sunday on Joyce's 21st Birthday.

Once again, Happy 21st to you (Joyce)!

D is for Disappointment, Discouragement, Despair & Dejected!

It's so freaking awfully disappointed feeling!

&& it's like someone giving you a coupon stating;

OR should it be

NOTHING??

Situation

How would you feel if something, somehow that motivates you, makes you real excited about it.

&& because of that, you've rejected two other great chances/opportunities.

One was your dream, the other, a far better salary wise.

It's so damn freaking easy to say that you're send to the wrong person.

But have you ever thought of how much time (& the emotions) you've wasted on the one that's waiting ahead??

Seriously, I loses my motivation:(

I'm S T U C K !

I was going through pages of webby without my soul.

& I found this;

"For surely there is a latter end [a future and a reward], your hope and expectation shall not be cut off. Nevertheless, thoughts and plans for welfare and peace and not for evil. Therefore, to give you hope in your final outcome."

It makes me feel slightly better, I guess ...

My Says:

You are going to have a lot of disappointments along the way. The harder you try, the more disappointment you’ll have. But that’s no reason not to try. Because if you persevere, you will have success. You simply can’t let the disappointment get to you. You can’t allow yourself to become discouraged, to feel rejected, to quit. You must get your motivation from within yourself. You must have a vision and a dream that is big enough to stand up to the setbacks that come your way. You must find a reason for what you’re doing, and constantly remind yourself of that reason. If you can do that, you’ll make yourself bulletproof to all the setbacks and disappointments. – Ralph Marston

An Enriched Saturday

Evening, we went Kelsey 21st Birthday.

(Photos will be uploaded once i get it)

But before that we went for a last min shopping, looking for presents.

Nevertheless, I would want to stay healthy at least T O D A Y.

So I bought -

However, I was being tempted by darling for :

Especially those Fried Sotong Balls. Aww~ It's really irresistible:x

In d end for today, I've been eating BBQ foods & soft drinks! OMG:X

Night, Darling suggested to go over to his buddy (TY) fish pal.

So we went over. It's a nice & comfortable place to hang out.

Have a little beer. How nice & it's been a decade since I live my weekend so ... ...

SHIOK! I LIIKKEEE!!! :D ♥

&& I believe, tomorrow might be another enriched Sunday.

Reason being, there's another BBQ:/

It's Joyce 21st :D

Twenty- Eight Months ♥

HAPPY TWENTY EIGHT MONTHS!!!

My actions is totally like a bimbo today.

Necessarily, I went google.com & search on Capricorn and Sagittarius compatibility.

I find it quite true.

Two entirely opposite individuals, Sagittarius and Capricorn are not very likely to share a very good compatibility in their relationship. But then, nothing is impossible in this world.

If right efforts are put in, even this dicey love match can turn into a stable one.

Sagittarius is full of fun, play and enthusiasm, while Capricorn is full of practicalities and responsibilities.

The former may be too optimistic for the latter and his carefree ways are also not likely to go down well either.

The latter, in turn, may bore the former with his too-serious attitude.

A Sagittarius loves to socialize, go to parties and meet new people. He has to amuse himself with one thing or the other.

On the other hand, a Capricorn loves his home and this is where he likes to spend most of his time.

To him, the Archer may come across as irresponsible, inconsiderate and immature.

However, if they are ready to learn from each other, this relationship has decent chances of long-term compatibility & happiness. The Archer can teach the Goat how to have fun and mix with people,

while the latter can bring maturity and practicality in his way of life.

Sagittarius Man and Capricorn Woman
In the initial days, the love between a Sagittarius man and a Capricorn woman is likely to flourish.

However, it is the long-term future that is more crucial and much less likely to comfortable.

Their personalities are almost like two ends of the same pole and if they do not manage to complement each other, this relationship may flounder quickly. He will like her strong personality, but her inability to open up may cause some problems. He may be reluctant to commit and this will make her feel insecure. For success, lots of compromise is required.

See how true this is?

I'm like slapping myself with my own hands.

However, I still hopes that it'll work for us

... ...

Getting better :)

For the past few days, I was seriously going all around JobDB.com, Jobstreet or so whatever, spamming CV & resume for my first full time job.

At first I was hesitating that what/which type of job am I going to decide on as previously I was studying Tourism & Hospitality Management. Nevertheless, I've been in retail service for years (Aww~ I sounds old saying this... *eyes rolling* Humphs.)

So I've send quite an number of CV & resume. YES, to a position of a receptionist, a sales consultant and more to travel agencies to be a tour consultant.

It have been 3 days, after I received 3 interviews from the tour agencies.

However, I went for 2 on Friday. 1 was at Chinatown, the other, Square 2.

(On the same day,) I happened to receive a mail from the agency that I went previously in the noon. Saying ''Hi Jesmine, I've decide to hire you." I'm really happy and excited.

However, 2 weeks ago, I've saw SATS advertisement recruiting Customer Service Agent (CSA). So happily that I went for the interview on Saturday. & I totally did not expect that I got in too!

I feel so proud! Happy & excited too! But at the same time, I'm troubled! (Sigh!)

There I go seeking people around for advice.

Stating out the pros & cons.

SATS Pros & Cons

It's always been my dream to become an air stewardess since I was young.

However, even I cant get to be a air steward,

working in the airport has become my only dream.

Here's a rough summary of the job.

There's a bond contract.

Salary wasn't what I expected (that's not really attracts me, you should know what I mean by that...), 6 working days w 24 hours rotating shift. It's near my nest.

Travel Agency Pros & Cons

Working as a Tour Consultant, I have far more to learn & it has a larger appreciation of the opportunity.

Salary wise, it's better & it might have the chance to hit my expected salary but it's still depends on my commission & performances. 5 days work include weekends. straight mrt.

After 1 day of struggling, I've decide to reject CSA. It's quite a hard to make decision for me though but I still have to be realistic. I've send my info to the supervisor & now, I'm waiting~

I hope that I wont make the wrong decision & I wont regret it.

God, please give me the strength, let me have the courage to face all those difficulties, new challenges and move on!

&& this is what I wanna have when I really start my work:P

As my current bag, the handle is breaking soon and I wanted to get an new one:D

hahas. & a few new jeans:)

Hard to make DECISION

I have a hard to make decision after I browse through this webby;

http://excusemykisses.blogspot.com/2011/03/korean-shoe-preorder-3.html

How great isn't it?? ... ...

& you'll be wondering why is there a decision to make.

Those who knows me, should know what I'm up to... heeshees*creepy.smile*

YES!

YOU'RE RIGHT!

I can't decide which pair should get. *Annoyed!*

Can anyone hellppp???

This,

Or this??

I believe!

Those who are like me cant resist from heels will like this webby.

hahas. Go & have a browse too! :P

It's time

After all those delay

Finally that I'm looking for a full time job.

It might be hard for me, deciding & looking out different jobs.

Wanting to know which is better, am I capable of theses certain job?

Nevertheless, I still hope that everything goes smoothly

CHEERS!

Worst!

Today I've did something that's really unforgivable.

& it have dead.

If I were to rush over to save you, thing might not ended up this way.

I'm sorry. Really!

& I'll pray for you.

Today, you're helpless yet I walked off.

I believe there'll be karma.

But still, I've regretted! Sorry:'(

& I hope you'll reincarnation soon & lead a better life

阿弥佗佛

Great Ahead!

Last Saturday,

we went Orchard Central for the 100 Most Inspiring Real Women.

Above was the photo that mum went on stage to receive her Cert :D *Proud!* ♥

After collecting of the cert, we went for a short shopping:D

But kinda disappointed.

Cause I've forget about the (at least one) group photo before we end the day.

Aww~ :(

Anyway, Anyhoooooo !!!

I've completed my Jappy lesson. Hees.

I hope I will improve instead of letting it rust.

The weekDAY!

Saw the cheque photo?

hehheh:p It's my first time writing a cheque-.-

Mum always asked me to help her with those stuff but I dint even bother.

Aww~ I don know if it's acceptable...

But i hope it is! :p

- D I A M O N D -

Diamond is getting fatter & fatter. Naughtier as well:D

The photos will show how she is recently :D

- Nine. March. Eleven -

Finally after 27 months, we went for roller blading.

YES! It's ROLLER BLADING!

OMG!

I have to learn all over again:X

How long will I learn this time round??

Aww~

After blading, we went for ''dinner''^^

4 person having ''dinner'' at Bedok around 10pm plus. lols

I apologize that my latest update is a bit weird.

I just cant concentrate:X

I'll update again when I've got the mood to yeas.

- W A N T I N G ! -

Happy Birthday in advance to Lulu Belle ♥

A short meet up with a few secondary cliques on Friday night.

Nevertheless, we have a task on hand;)

And that's to celebrate Mg Ng birthday in advance:D

I'll let the photos to do the talking^^

& always!

It's always a fun time hanging out together.

Let's organize some events again yeas?

YES!

& today, I went for movie at The Cathy.

YES!

How long didn't I watch movie at The Cathy or other places since Shaw had opened at NEX??

&& YES!!

The couple seats??

Hahahas. Am actually very grateful:P

&& YES! ,

Forgot to mention what we've watched,

Hahas. it's really a nice show.

I would rate 4.5/5:D

& that 0.5 it's bcos, there's part 2-.-

JUST GO WATCH!

These weeks I've watched a few movies, like;

the romance comedy that I'll give a rate of 4/5

Then;

These inspiration movie, I'll rate them 3 or 3.5/5.

I like how the storyline goes. but slightly bored for me.

As I would prefer romances, comedy, Sci-fi, actions:D

The next two movie that I wanna watch,

:D

ふよ! GRANTED!

こんにちは!!!

After I've mentioned that I wanted a roller blade,

I've got it^^

& I got it for F R E E ! ! !

How nice ♥

Even though it's 2nd hand, I'm satisfied already!

I'll get a new pair after I really know how to blade.

hahas. LOLS.

&& there she is,

my new clique, new buddy :P

C A R M E N ! ! !

We went for an Imodel interview on Monday.

Ended, we need to pay an amount for our make up artist.

& it's $900! OMG!

Although we're temp by it (the job scope).

But, we have to face the reality that we need money more than we spend.

Theses are both the photo that we've took while we're waiting for our turn.

&& I can say that our patience was really good that day as we waited for more than an hour.

LOLS. Luckily it wasn't darling who accompany me:P

&& I more thing that I'm considering is I wish to go Japan for 1 month.

I feel like living there, knowing their culture, their live living there (lifestyle)

and most importantly;

that's the place where I could really improve in my Japanese Language.

I told mum about it just now.

She encourage me!

But I've got to pay for my expenses there & I've got to do my own research.

She was asking where am I going to stay over there?

How am I going to work there as I'm not going there for holidays.

I don know where & how am I going to start doing my research.

& where am I going to get those money from?

Aww~

It's really really not good/cool being poor:(

Recent Days

It's been quite sometime since my last update.

I believe that many might have stop viewing.

But for those who still did, THANKS! :)

Anyway, here are some updates.

I'll load those photos instead.

Hence it's tells everything. & how much we've enjoyed!

There's no photos for Valentine's Day cos darling's sailing on that few days.

aww~ & he said he'll return me ... ...

Update if there is. lols.

Theses days were broke!

I took up Jappy lesson again..

& this time, no matter what, i'll drag myself to finish & to PASS!

Due to the lesson was almost everyday from morning to noon,

it's so hard for me to look for a part time job to earn money allowance:(

Yet, I've got a lot in mind!!!

Wants;

♥ A Adidas watch

♥ A new wallet

♥ A new bag

Use;

♥ Paints; I wanna repaint my room

♥ Sofa Bed

♥ Watch holder

Sports;

♥ Roller Blade

♥ A new swimming costume

♥ A bicycle? No, actually I just wanted to cycle:X

Always wanting;

OVERSEAS TRIP!!!