The Real ME!!!

Saturday, January 8, 2011

Two Zero One One!!

Great stuff just happened since 2011

Had my 21st celebration at the multipurpose hall underneath my block.

Girl(s), sis & boy helped me out w my decorations.

Had a little problem that's solved!

Which was I'm so unlucky that while we are doing our decorations,

there the funeral came.

(& it turned out to be dad's friend after that night. So coincident!)

However, they let us have the place & programs continued.

How lucky!

Was so busy that day that I forgot to have my dinner:x

I dint manage to eat any from the catering:(

-Peoples-

Mostly of my friends & families came.

Here's:

3 January 2011

Boy came back in the afternoon & off we go after 2 hours of resting.

Went NYNY for a simple dinner, & Marina Square for a movie "Hello Stranger"

The funny incident was, we dint know that it was a Thai.

Both we went in, scratching our heads pondering ...

"Did we came to the correct theater?"

Feeling insecure, darling asked the people seating beside:D

& YES! It's a thai movie-.-

There ends my 21st actual birthday...

7 January 2011

Today I went out w 2 deary.

Sinyi & my coussy:D

Went Plaza Sing (Pet's Lover), Suntec (Pet Station, I suppose), Bugis Junction (Pet's Lover).

Coussy wanna keep hammi, so we accompany her around. LOLS.

Anyway, 3 of us also did a ''so-called'' foolish thing at Suntec.

For those who know about the Fountain Of Wealth, if you went over, touch the water, make a wish, walk 3 round, you'll have good fortune.

This is what we DID today. hahas. Coussy said it's very accurate.

So we went to try.

I hope what I have wish, will come true!!!

Whoo~

&& again I wanted to say " time flies..."

Chinese New Year coming soon. It's just 26 days away.

Have YOU settle your new clothes, new accessories, new pair of shoes or doing clearing?

I'm good this year:D Have finished doing my clearing^^

Dint get any Chinese New Year clothes, accessories & shoes YET:(

HOWEVER, i've saw a few a pairS of heels from http://hauteurban-spree.blogspot.com/2007/03/heels-4.html SHIT!

HB0019 $30

HB0048 $33 & HB0103 $34

WB0017 $53 & HB0060 $57

HB0098 $36 & WB0002 $47

&& Last but not least,

I just hope this was mine:S

w the names, ME & YOU!♥

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

Christmas Coming...

2010 is ending soon.

Here comes the Christmas again.

What do you wish to get/have in this coming Christmas??

As for me,

ii just wish to have a better brain, a better life, a better family & a better in my relationship.

After evening, ii've been very emotion.

ii feel very stupid, very dumb or ii have no IQ/EQ at all.

ii'm twenties but why am ii still so naive?

Always, ii believe everyone was born to be a worthy & useful & a smart person.

but what am ii??

ii'm a failure.

ii've joined jappy lesson twice, but ii quit half way.

ii've took my driving lesson since ii was eighteen, but ii was twenty now.

ii can't get into 'O's with my cliques, ended ii have to waste a bomb to privates.

now, graduate from advance diploma.

but what have ii seriously learned so far??

my relationship, seriously ii always wanted a happiness ending like how fairytales always end up to be. But it doesn't seem it will end like one.

ii admit that ii've made a freaking mistake that ii shouldn't be.

everything went well after that. ii knew the reason why you're doing this.

but is this really what you want?? ii don wish/dare to mention anything at all.

cause, ii'm really afraid that ii might lose you!

' I've got to apologize to you once again. I'm really sorry for what I've done! I knew you've forgive me. But, have you really? I'm scared, insecure at the same time. you're really nice to me even though that ... I'm sorry & I you ♥ truly!'

my family,

I always wanted to have a very very normal family.

like whenever there someone at home, dinner together, WE watching tv dramas together, etc.

However I knew that it'll never happen.

Either this situation will happen, etc, going out for dinner together, strolling after dinner, shopping together. How pathetic I would say.

So this year Christmas, people asking me 'what do you want for this Christmas?'

I would say:

- Me, GROWING!

- Resuscitation; Start to understand things properly.

- To persevere & not being stubborn!

- Improve in relationship between family & partner's

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Changes, no??

Am ii thinking too much?

Ever since the trip, ii feels like we're changing, we're drifting apart.

we dint talk & play as much like the past.

ii need to catch up!

But how?

The only way ii knew is to join the course you're taking.

So we can go around doing the same thing,

have another common topic to discuss or share about.

FYI, iim being force to do so.

ii just starts this 'so-called' a luxury recreation earlier.

But, what about the fees?

ii knew that after so long,

you've found your new aim/goals again.

& if that's so,

you definitely wont give up.

Nevertheless, you can do it w/o hesitate (but ME, ii admit!)

cos almost everything was sponsor.

But, iim not!

Sometimes,

ii just feel that you don understand how iim feeling at all.

Just wanting to do & say whatever you want.

& we even ''mostly'' ended up having conflicts.

ii just DON WANT to!

Maybe you can say that iim envy or iim jealous.

Maybe, ii really do!

After you've took the course,

iim always having this tot ...

WHY IIM NOT RICH?!

ii just wish that iim rich!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

ii ♥ you, momo!

Elmo ♥

elmomomo - create a slideshow

Seriously ii do blame myself for not going back home after work.

so this incident just wont happened.

ii wanted you to be with me so much.

whenever ii'm out, ii'm always worrying that did sis feed you at home?

are you bored? ii do bcos of you (Elmo) ii wanted to be homed so much!

ii've already used to you!

waking up with your ''meow~'' with you looking at me, jumping up my bed & cuddle in the blanket with me in an air conditional room:)

you'll send me off to the door when ii'm going out &

welcome me back when you hear us coming home...

ii do used to it that whenever or whatever ii'm doing stuff you'll be around beside me.

''Elmo, ii hope you're fine down there. don be scare! Reincarnation soon!

take care & we love you!''

[19October2010]

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Aiming ...

This is all what ii wish...

To be able to learn & complete:

My jappy! ii keep stopping half way which ii don even know why?!

Am actually v.disappointed with myself!!! @#$%&!

Follow by driving, iim not afraid to tell you guys that iive fail final theory for like 3-4 times:(

&& iive just stop just like that! WHERE THE FCUK IS MY MOTIVATION?!?!

&& diving...

Don misunderstood that bcos of you ii wanna learn diving.

ii wanted to learn since ii was young. ii wanted to see the different world that's around us!

However, wanna learn this, ii got to prepare a lot. iim wearing spects & this is another trouble. Seriously, ii REGRET for not taking care of my eyes. Sigh!

Myself, ii always wanted to change myself.

That's to ... ...

YES!!! && THAT'S

However, ii also need ...

YES, a dentist!!!

When can ii fulfill my dreams??

Besides, ii wanted this

Lastly, ii wanted ...

this guy AS MUCCHH!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Heartache

Diamond was being brought home by my mum on 30th August'10.

The reason, she'd having a terrible flu && partially she's still a kitten.

This is her images when she's sick... sleeping/ lying whole time in her fav basket...

&& after she recover ...

&& today, mum gave her away...

ii was real busy while ii'm working.

However, her images flood my mind whole day!

&& iive heard her!

"Knowing that she's scare in a different environment, iim really damn worry & heartache:'( It's the first time ii felt this way:( Hope she's good & will be back soon! ii miss her a lot!"

When she's around, ii dint know that ii'll miss her so much.

But now, too late!

ii just want her back!