longing for you!

Knowing that someone's engage

& was happily preparing for their marriage was really a great & happiness feeling.

Although ii'm not 1 who helps with the propose nor there during the propose,

however looking at those precious photos taken is more than enough.

ii still feel touch, happiness &&

"Congrats! ii'm really happy for YOU!"

&& here comes the harsh of getting marry too!

Who will be my Mr Right?

Is he the one?

Facing "ii don know" what's problem now.

Yet he's not doing anything to make me feel any better.

ii'm so insecure.

ii'm not a girl who felt blessing.

ii don feel the obsess from him.

Seriously, ii hate this feeling to the core, to the max!

I know he's trying to accommodate with me.

Trying to cheer me up, making me happy!

At least he put in the effort, ii knew.

But why cant he put more?

I wont say that he's not good!

Cos he still do always concern about what ii dint bother & lack of.

&&

I'm seriously N O T comparing whose doing more!

I'm always giving him surprises, making be happy.

In the opposite way, I dint have any surprises at all:(

I DON'T MIND!!!

"I loves your smiling face & your unique laughters!

- Just smile at me more & A L W A Y S !!!

I love your soft & gentle voice, talking nicely & patiently with me.

- Just talk to me nicely & patiently A L W A Y S

I love your hands that can hold on to me tightly now & then!

- Hold me tight to you wherever you could. You know ii loves your huggs!

I love you showing me more concern &

shower me with your love more & more each of everyday!

-& your sincere & LOVE heart!

I love you giving serious reactions when it comes to me/ our stuffs."

Little things WE does, will booth up our relationship a little.

&& every of the little it becomes MORE!

"I don wish to argue with you. Neither do ii love it.

I just wants to stay stable with YOU!

Remember the movie "UP"??"

My happiness!♥

ii love you && ii always do!!!

Swallow your pride occasionally, it's not fattening & it leads to indigestion.

As pride is an admission of weakness.

It secretly fears all competition & dreads all rivals.

It also calms that pride is an pleasure arising from a man's thinking too highly of himself.

- Baruch (_Benedict de) Spinoza

Happy Enough xD

Here ii goes again ...

Woolala~~~

Hahas. Am in a happy mood now.

&& ii don know why. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHASSSS!!!

ii'm crazy! LOLS.

ii'm online with boyfriend now:)

♥

Anyway, back to today.

Went iluma for movie after school today with boyfriend.

We watched :

hahas. It's nice:D & "quite" funny. Hahas.

However,

2 f**king thingy that pissed me off was,

First, My toopiid spect's ! !

Her leg was broken && ii have to send her to the emergency:X

&& ii'm gonna spent $70 to get her back!

Arrghh!!! ?*&%$#@!

Next was while we were in the theatre watching the movie,

the toopiid chee-na behind us keep talking & laughing throughout nonstop!

ii was about to turn back & ask them to shut their gap up!

however, ii held back.

Cos,

I'M GOOD! :P

Don mention about those unhappy !!!

Share with you guys that our lesson for yesterday && today, in school ...

Nice?! Somebody drawn theses ...

Hahas. we've drawn tattoo for them!

mmm. what's tml?? :D

Oh ya!

Finally! ii manage to find Sinyi's blog!!! hahas.

in 1 of her post,

She mentioned this, "

I reali wish we can b like those little fingers sweet and happy.. can u give me that??.."

Aww~ ii find it meaningful somehow.

A person who really wants to love & to be love.

Jiayou!

Anyway, am excited for this week.

ii'm not sure about the reason either. Hees.

&& this few days, ii've been craving for :

Suddenly, ii wanna see another side of the world.

And another, will be

FOODS!!!

Aww~

Lastly,

Let me end with boyfriend with his COUSIN:)

NOT DAUGHTER!!! hees.

0111 now:)

ii♥you

Back running on track

Hi Everyone!

It's been so so so freaking long since my last updates.

Let me starts with this ...

Yeas. Happy Mummy Day!!!

To all the mummy!!! Hahas.

ii dint really buy thingy for 1 mummy, 2 god-mummy.

As usual C A K E S . . .

Okay okays ...

Back to topic now:D

It's really been long since my last updates.

Aww~ cant imagine ii'll be lazy with this. hahas.

okay okays.

Let starts with the day of my Events T.F.E presentation.

That day, it was really nervous.

As our lecturer, Mr Isaac invited VIPs.

Aww~ The first time we present our work to 4 to 5 lecturers, 2 to 3 staffs & classmates.

Eventually ii felt cool! hahas.

Our presentation was well presented. Lecturers was satisfied especially Mr Isaac:D

This is the photo we took before the presentation. See! how stiff we are.

hahas.

&& after presenting :D

I feel that we're cute:D hahas. We did our own name taggs:D

&& the invitation cards:D

Last week 3 May, 'BOYFRIEND' & ii did flame again:D

This time, ii wanna hang it in my room. hahas.

See how serious?! hahas.

ii love him having serious face when doing OUR stuff ♥

&& that following week,

ii've start working Part-time at Raffles Chocolate Factory.♥

It's always fun working together with Mrs Mel:D

Hahas. it's 0326 now.

Have to prepare headed to my god-mummy place before ii meet boyfriend later.

Hope you enjoy reading

Adios~

How fast? && what a waste ...

HI THERE!!!

40 mins more to the end of 25 April 2010, Sunday.

&& again,

tomorrow is the start of a new week.

2 more days to SDH BBQ

&&

4 more days to Presentation.

Last of all,

5 more days to 1st May 2010.

It's scary isn't it?

223 more days to darling 24th birthday

&

252 more days to my 21st birthday

...

This is reality.

How fast ... :X

anyway,

Back!

ii'm just being crazy

... ... ...

oh ya!

ii know ii might sound outdated saying this.

But, ii still have to say ...

" ii still haven watch How to Train The Dragon!! && ii wanna watch it!!! "

However,

darling's too busy to accompany me for that show on Tuesday:(

What a waste :X

Anyone??

it'a a life, but it's living differently

Are you fortunate?

We're human, they're also human.

Yet we're all living it differently.

Indeed it's unfair!

Nevertheless, it goes to the same to pets or animals.

Sigh! Us, as a human, we still do & knows how to protect ourselves.

However, animals are different.

For those fortunate ones, ii'm not worry. however those stray cats ii'm worry for:(

Be frank, ii have a total of 5 cats. ii love them;>

So as my mum's & her friend.

Therefore, they have a mini pet shop. which they will go around catching those stray cats back for adoption (re-home) or sterilization.

However, the shop is goiing to close down due to some reasons.

&& if that really happen,

where & what will happen to those stray cats out there when it need us?

ii believe that all of you are pets lovers'.

we really really hope that someone will be kind enough to lend us a hand.

i'm not lying nor it's a prank.

we do have a blog.

you can just visit to see what we've done so far.

Sincerely, asking for help.

you can send me a message through facebook or tag me here to know more.

Thanks to all.

Please do take into consideration.

http://ubikuchingproject.blogspot.com/

I'll be waiting ...

A new week started with a tiring day:X

Yawn~

Monday was a holiday for me...

So as ii tot for Tuesday but it's N O T...

Ended up, IT IS!

LOLS.

However,

we ended up in school for our assignments till 6pm++

Humphs##

Nevertheless,

it's funn:D

Our joke will never S T O P . . .

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Oh ya!

ii met up with Team Force for assignments at Just Acia yesterday.

Food for almost the whole day.

LOLS.

Then around 7.30pm,

have a short meet up with deary Jocelyn ...

Plaza Sing > Orchard Central > Taka

Then home sweet home~

Indeed have a wonderful meet up with deary Jocelyn ♥

Thanks for the accompanied :D

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Back to today ...

I went for an interview too!

It's at OUB Centre, The Chocolate Factory:)

My deary SinYi was there too!

So happy to see her as well as,

the Chocolates ♥

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Everything was successful today.

Yet, it's really really tiring:(

Oh ya!

Poor sicky Darling came over, after his 3 days sailing, around 9pm.

He look so sick.

&& his being activated for his sailing ...

ii'm like ?*&?%$#@!

sigh!

"Darling!!!

Hope you're feeling better now.

please don make me worry for you:X

&& please do take good care of yourself!

ii ♥ you"

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> R A N D O M <

ii'm good today :D

After ii walked darling out to LRT,

&& when ii'm walking home.

ii help an ant to move it's food ...

LOLS.

Then it carry it away happily ...

LOLS.

Everyone, ii'm kind :)

Missing Y O U badly ...

Was home the whole day watching tv && com with sis & pris.

After the 6 continuous days with darling not working,

&& going to have another 6 continuous days that ii cant met him due to his sailing,

feel kinda sad & disappointed huhs ... cos again, my holiday:X

Humphs##

Nevertheless, we've wasted 2 weeks having fun.

&& now, we only left with 1 week to complete our assignments.

S-H-I-T!

Have to rest soon.

As ii'm meeting cliques for assignments tomorrow.

Aww~~~~~

Anyway,

Darling ...

ii miss you BADLY!!!

Humphs##

ii ponder ...

sometimes ii ponder ...

we're all living under the same sky.

however, ii'm doing this here,

but what are you doing out there??

“Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow.” - Albert Einstein

Getting better?!

Looking at the scenery,

it just makes your mood feels better isnt it?

Theses was taken in the morning, at my house:)

“For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, and for everything you gain, you lose something else.”- Ralph Waldo Emerson

Everyone thinks of changing something, But no one thinks of changing themselves

YES!

Indeed it was totally awesome being with you on the weekends.

However,

Things still happened!

Hurts still knocks on me terribly!

Went for a few places yesterday.

&& certainly cures me just for the time being.

& grateful to the person have accompanied me throughout.

Yet, nevertheless ii still have to stand out & face the fact!

Longing ...

You having patience with me

You wiping my tears &

shower me with your ♥ & concern

You hugging me in real

Have you ever been in love?

Horrible isn't it?

It makes you so vulnerable.

It opens your chest and it opens up your heart

and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.

You build up all these defenses,

you build up a whole suit of armor,

so that nothing can hurt you,

But one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person,

wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it.

They did something dumb one day,

like kiss you or smile at you, and your life isn't your own anymore.

Love takes hostages.

It gets inside you.

It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness,

so simple a phrase like

'maybe we should be just friends...'

turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart.

It hurts!

Not just in the imagination.

Not just in the mind.

It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love, but ii need you more!

because,

not more than a word.

because;

ii love you

what people seen doesnt means it's good.

ii'm kinda emotional today.

Have quite a lot of different feelings.

Sometimes,

When you meet someone that you didn't met for months/years,

People tend to ask "Hey, How are you doing?"

&& when you answered that you're good but actually you're not.

Eventually they believe it!

&& when you asked them back, they'll answered back.

But are they really good as well??

Recently, am quite irritates.

it's about some cliques.

ii simply cant understand what friends are to friend's?

&& ii totally can't stands friend's that don't trusted friends.

If that so, why can't they do it themselves instead of asking others for help?

&& why must friend's be nasty & so calculative towards friends?

ii really don understand.

what if friends did the same thing back to friend's,

how will friend's feel?

ii ponder ...

Besides,

ii've failed my test today.

&& ii have to wait for another 2 months.

it's like wtf! ii'm goiing to study for what ii should!

&& 2 months later, ii'll make sure that

I PASSED!

Bye!

Supposingly am goiing to Expo IT Fair for my itouch today.

However, despite of spending it on my "all along fave"(itouch),

ii've made a hard decision which is to save the money for some particular reasons.

Aww~

It's like SO NEAR YET SO FAR!

Now, G O N E ! :(

It's a disappointment though.

Sigh!

Never mind!

ii'll get it another time instead then.

CHEERS!

PS. ii feel that something is changing:(

I want to make theses changes ...

Seriously ii've always wanted to be a air stewardess since ii'm young.

But bcos of my height, ii cant!

Sigh!

ii've been checking which airline will accept my height.

But N O N E !

Now, ii'm finding ways to at least make myself grow at least 7 to 9cm more.

Any suggestion?

Please do share with me:(

TIPS TO GROW TALLER:

Swimming Stay active (Jogging, Cycle, Cardio, Sports) Stretch all body parts as often as possible Sleep at least 8 hours Join a gym but avoid heavy weights Regular exercise Quit smoking Healthy diet